isabelle🌸 @aringarden
as long as i have you, ill be fine and ill be strongisabelle🌸 @aringarden
ive learned that i cant please everyone, no matter what i do, someone always have something to say about me, so now, im just gonna focus on the things that matters, the people that love me, and wont mind about the others who dont________________________
kiminyou__
active nowyohann?
eo, minyoung?
wassup?
i just thought that ill let you know
because arin probably didnt said anything again
what is it?
a friend told me about what happened when i was not in school the other day
some guy named seonghun pulled arin to the middle of the quadrangle and he profess his love for her
what the | backspace
but arin turned him down immiediately saying she's not interested
that's my arin | sent
seenyou're so whipped yohan 😂
i know 😔
but i love it like that
i love her
you'll be fine soon bub
anyway
it turns out that this seonghun guy was the guy who hana (the queen be wanna be) liked and she was more than furious to see him confessing to her and her declining him
hana? why does that name sounds familiar?
dont you remember?
i dont...
i think?
well, i dont actually know her because im still not here when you guys met her but arin kept on telling me stories
apparently, hana is a friend way back at middle school, she's arin's seatmate and since our arin is ever so nice, she befriended her
i remember her now
she transfered schools the next school year so i didnt really get to know her
and you know what's the reason behind that?
i already told you
i didnt really get to know her, so i dont know
sighs
hana liked you, and she told arin that she's jealous because you and arin are so close
so arin, being the good person she is, started avoiding you to be considerate of hana's feelings
sO THAT'S WHY SHE SUDDENLY AVOIDED ME BACK THEN!
I THOUGHT I DID SOMETHING BAD!
well, thank me, because i knock sense into her and make her talk to you again
thanks a lot minyoung! i was worried back then there!
anyways, to continue our story
after seonghun's confession in the quadrangle, hana ang her gang followed arin out of the scene
i asked arin's mom the next day, she told me that arin went back home yesterday night looking weak, her hair is a mess, her clothes were dried from the wetness of it and she looks so out of it, she wouldnt even answer her mom's questions
arin wasnt home when i went there, her mom didnt even know that she went out, it turns out, she went to you and you guys hanged out the whole day
arin went back that day like nothing happened, she was all smiles and cheerful again
whatever you did, thanks for that yohan
i basically did nothing
we just hang out
and that's more than enough
arin was having a really hard time, we barely walk around the school anymore because we're worried hana's gang might do something, she was always anxious but she always smile, after coming home that day, she went back to being cheerful and lively, but i doubt that because her eyes always says otherwise
she's trying to be strong because she know it'll be okay soon
that's what she told me
im proud of her
her faith never wither, she always believe in the good of everything
she's strong to endure all of this so much
i wish i could do something
you're already playing a big part of it
you're making her smile like that
she's strong because at the end of the day, she knows she have you
is it bad that i felt happy because of that?
it's bad right?
i shouldnt feel happy, she's hurting
but im glad to be her strength, im glad i can make her smile, im glad she sees me like that, maybe that's why im happy
i think i loved her more
#whippedt
you love her since when again?
i forgot
i loved her even before i knew what love is
and i dont think if she's aware, but i loved her the best i could, and even if i always say those three words like a joke, i hope she understood it
im sure she does
she loves you like that too | backspace
but i wont tell you this because arin deserve to realize it herself, and you deserve to hear it first hand from her mouth| backspace
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