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so i finished reading a book about life earlier, and guess who's in tears now? 🙌

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and guess again who just went to the internet after reading, only to watch x1 flash episode 1 and to cry again? 🙌

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yep, 나야나 it's me

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so let me just pour everything out, i hope you guys wont go online or else i wont be able to type it all

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here goes

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everyone has something going on in their lives, everyone was hurting by themselves and are facing problems by themselves, living is hard, but the fact that we're alive is already something to be proud of, we are all doing well, despite the pressure, expectations and words that are being thrown at us, we're still standing strong, and i hope we keep on standing strong

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what im trying to say here is

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dongpyo, dont look down on yourself, you may feel like you're lagging behind, but that's okay, know that there are lots of people believing in you and will still love you for you, after all, small progress is still progress

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eunsang, i never knew life was like that for you, you concealed it so well with your smile and you made it look like you aren't struggling at all, but the sad and hard days has already passed sangie, i hope you'll be genuinely happy soon, there will be more challenges in the future, but dont feel pressured, you're not alone to face it anymore

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wooseok oppa, it wasnt in your initial intention to chase this dream, but thank you for giving it a shot, you've become happiness and an emotional support to many, even if you yourself are hurting too, that proved how strong you are, but you dont have to worry anymore, you've done enough fighting, we'll fight for you from now on, i hope you find happiness too

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dohyon, thank you for sharing who you are and for not giving up, being called a music genius and being one of the youngest artist in the industry now mustve made you feel pressured, but i hope you wont forget to live your youth, it's the most beautiful moment in life, i hope you still live it despite this dream coming too early

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hyeongjun, you are wonderful in every single way and i hope you're aware of that, i hope you wont doubt yourself anymore because you are loved by a lot of people and you deserve that much love, they believe in you, so i hope you believe in yourself too, when you believe, nothing is impossible

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junho, i hope you live the way you want to live, you shouldnt feel forced to change who you are just because people are saying so, opening up can be hard after all, so do things your way, in your own pace, dont worry about us, we'll wait for that day when we'll finally see your true colors, i also pray for your soul, i hope you find peace despite your rowdy surroundings for the next 5 years

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yohan, i know i kept on saying this, but im proud of you, you were brave enough to let it all go and chase what your dream, and i think that's admirable, thank you for the courage, it'll be an inspiration for the people who's still figuring the path they should take, and now you're there, i hope you feel happu and fulfilled, ill always pray for you