Goodnight my love

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As soon as Rowoon arrived at the dorm he immediately went to Youngbin and hugged him, sobbing

Youngbin already sensed that something happened after seeing Rowoon in deep pain

"Will you tell me or i'll just guess it again?"

"Hyung, I saw him kissing. I saw Chani and Ki Jung kissing"

Youngbin gulped and stroked his Rowoon's arms with his index finer, trying to comfort him

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"The pain was like a stab to my heart. It felt like i was stabbed a thousand times over. I don't know that it'll hurt this much"

The older smiled and composed himself before answering. "Of course it'll hurt. It's love right? It wont hurt this much if you dont feel such strong emotion.  I don't know how will i comfort you with words Rowoon, but the best advice i could give you is that, you have to talk to Chani about this. Chani and Hyeyoon, your girlfriend." he added "I'm glad that you shared your pain with me. Never keep everything inside. i'm always here for you, but this time I think Chani has the power to answer all the questions lingering inside your head."

Rowoon was left all alone at the dorm. He stared blankly at the white walls of the living room, hurting from all the thinking and his head was throbbing. All he wanted to do is lie down and go to sleep, but he wanted to clear everything up and so he patiently waited for Chani to go back.

After almost an hour of waiting, he turned his head over to the door's direction. There, he saw Chani entering, carrying the bouquet of flowers on his left arm.

Chani was greeted with a sight of one of the most heartbreaking things he ever had to witness. In front of him, a poorly illuminated Rowoon.

"Why are you still awake?" the younger asked while he is trying to conceal his worriedness

Rowoon simply looked at him, the image of his sympathetic face sending a painful, burning sensation through every inch of his body.

Not wanting to make an eye contact with the older, Chani rushed across the living room and made his way into their shared bedroom, but Rowoon's long legs are much faster that Chani's, and he soon felt Rowoon's arms around his waist, preventing him from walking away.

"I miss you" Rowoon uttered softly

At this point, Chani's breathing got faster. He could feel Rowoon's warm breath close to his ear.

Unable to formulate any response, Chani simply ripped Rowoon's arms away from his waist, but this time Rowoon turned him around to face him. He then forced his lips into Chani's while the younger is trying to break free from the taller.

"St--stop" Chani pleaded, as Rowoon still trying to kiss his lips. "Please..."

The older saw that the younger now has tears falling from his eyes which made him let go of him.

Rowoon chuckled sarcastically before he inhaled deeply "You really hate me that much huh?" he started "Is he your boyfriend now?"

"What?"

"I saw you both, kissing. So is he your boyfriend now, Chani?"

"No." he whispered

"So what was that? A new trend? Kissing your friend's lips for that long?" Rowoon briefly looked up the ceiling, taking a deep breath before continuing. "Chani just tell me... Tell me and everything will be okay. I'll let you go i promise. Just please tell me" he added, forcing himself to hold back the tears

"He confessed to me, but i can't accept his confession. You know why? Because everything that i want in life is still you. How do you fucking expect me to accept someone else into my world, when you yourself is my whole damn world?" Chani started sobbing. A hiccup, a cry, a deep and hectic breath escaped his lips as he is trying to explain everything to his ex lover. "I'm sorry Rowoon, I'm really sorry. I just can't unlove you. I'm really sorry." he added as he covered his face with his  two hands

Rowoon gave Chani a sweet stare, amazed by the words that were leaving his mouth. "Shh---shhhhh baby" he took Chani's hand away from covering his beautiful face and now cupped the younger's face appreciating his beauty. He wiped off Chani's tears using his thumb as he kissed his eyes. "Shhh stop crying"

"I'm really sorry Rowoon. I know you have someone in your life now so i'm really really sorry" he looked straight into Rowoon's dark eyes.

At that moment, the whole world was frozen and it was just him and Rowoon. They looked into each other's eyes until the older crashed his lips into Chani's.

His heart halt to a sudden screech. He laid his soft lips on the younger's neck and squeezed his waist tighter. He traced up Chanis neck and kissed the back of his ear

The older now lifted Chani up and didn't break the kiss. The younger wrapped his arms around Rowoon's neck and pulled him tighter

Rowoon carried Chani into their shared bedroom. The older laid Chani down on his bed still not breaking the kiss. He once again started kissing Chani's neck, licking it here and there and left soft spots everywhere

Tears started flowing into Chani's eyes by the moment Rowoon started kissing his bare neck. "I love you. I love you so much" sweet words escaped his lips.

All these emotions were stirring up inside Chani's head as they made love the whole night. He couldn't believe what happened to him and Rowoon just happened and within a few minutes, he's now in Rowoon's arms,dozing off

"Goodnight my love. I hope in your sleep tonight you'll come to recall how we started. Dream about us." Rowoon mumbled softly while staring at Chani's beautiful face who is now in deep sleep.

"I hope you sleep well and deep tonight. I hope in your dreams, you'll remember again how it feels like having me"

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