purgatory | g.d

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liability- lorde

[Jade's Pov]
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Never in my lifetime have I expected it to end like this? Sirens from all various directions; squealing at me. Making my head spin at a dangerous rate and my heart to race. The destruction before me was a perception to see. A sight I nevermore wanted to see. All the debris over the street of both vehicles leaving me in a shocking state. Everything going in slow motion; the ambulances arriving, the medics jumping out to assist several minutes after ten.

The illusion in my brain performing on repeat. I couldn't dare approach the scene. My reaction might be heartless or heartbreaking. It hasn't hit me yet.

All I wanted and needed to know was if he was dead or alive. Fury still fuming in my veins. Minutes ago we were practically yelling to the top of our lungs at each other...next he was getting smashed head-on before he can click his seatbelt.

They pulled his lifeless body from the car in a way so carelessly; laying him on a stretcher. Being approximately a yard away from the accident wasn't bettering this either. Nevertheless, what was I going to do? I have no type of experience and scarcely a high school education.

I expected the professional to give any sort of sign; throwing up his thumb and motioning the others to help him in the ambulance, indicating that he must have a pulse. A sigh of relief finally left my parched lips.

Policemen finally taking notice in me. Rushing towards me; somehow knocking me back in reality. "Ma'am, do you know what happened?". I stared at these "police officers" as if they were stupid."Are you blind? You can clearly see there was a damn accident," I said a bit harsh. Them being a bit taken back by my tone. The immediate urge for a smoke comes to mind. I wanted any type of distraction. Anything to make this easier. "We can understand you're traumatized and—". I scoffed. "You think I haven't seen anyone die before, please..." my choice of words nearly terrifying them.

"Do you know any of the victims?" one of the men questioned. I nodded. He stared at me scribbling on a notepad occasionally glancing up, anticipating for me to add anything. He finally motioned his hands wanting me to speak desperately. "Grayson...Dolan, the one that was dragged out of the black car," I said. "Any type of relation?".

"I mean we had sex a few times" I shrugged."So boyfriend?" he proposed."Did I say he was? I just said we had sex." I said criticism laced in my tone. He rolled his eyes "I'm not for the attitude."

"Sounds like a personal problem." a smirk grown on my lips.

He turned towards the other officer. "I think we're done here," he said a smirk full of irritation on his face. I watched them walk off until the same officer stopped in his footsteps.

"You know... It doesn't matter if he isn't your boyfriend or if he's your god damn friend. If you cared at all you go to that hospital! Or even call his parents and not stand there looking stupid like you have no idea what to do." he shouted.

I was a little taken back.

"Show some damn respect," he said.

"Well, he isn't dead!" I yelled.

"Just shut up! You're making this no better, no wonder all you guys did— was— have— sex."

my breath hitched, the words almost causing chills.

"You don't know shit asshole!" my tone slightly frightening me. I couldn't believe I was letting him get to me. This is what he obviously wanted.

"I don't have to" his voice growing a tad hoarse.

"fuck you," I shouted.

He glanced at me one last time before turning his back strolling away. I couldn't help my words. Plenty of witnesses looking in disgust; shaking their heads lightly. I took one last look at the scene before turning my back marching off in silence.

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