mila. a girl who moved to sydney to get away from her dad. she walks around the city and spots someone singing on the street. she follows the voice to find a boy. they immediately have an undeniable connection.
maybe something will happen between t...
two weeks has passed since ruel and i decided to take a break. i miss him everyday. i want to see him. i want him.
he's coming back today for his last show and the whole gang and i are going to watch him perform. we have texted a couple times just checking in on each other and seeing how we are doing but nothing else.
i get a text from mary.
mary - hey, u wanna come to mine?
mila - sure, can i come in like an hour?
mary - yep, annaliese and sunday are coming too
mila - okay, see you then
i go take a shower and put spotify on shuffle. as i'm halfway through my shower one of ruels songs come on. it's say. as i'm listening to his voice i can't help but cry.
"'Cause I wish that I could break the fall and save it all But I've been holding it too close"
man those lyrics hit me hard, i miss him so much it hurts. i think i'm going to forgive him. maybe i shouldn't but i just don't know what i'll do without him and i think that we love each other so much that we won't let this happen again. as the song finishes and i stop crying i turn the shower off and get some clothes on. i chuck on one of ruels hoodies with shorts underneath and stuff a bunch of clothes into a bag for ruels concert. i put all my makeup along with shoes in the bag too and head out the door. marys house is a short walk from mine so i get to hers in no time. i knock on the door and mary opens it. she notices my red puffy eyes from crying and she pulls my into a tight hug.
"aww, mila" she says
"thanks" i say sniffling
we walk up into her room and just chill out for a bit.
"have you thought of what you're going to say to him?" she asks
"not really, but i think i'm going to forgive him" i say quietly
we continue talking about ruel but annaliese and sunday arrive.
"hi!!! i feel like i haven't seen you in ages" sunday says hugging me
"i know! like i literally saw you three days ago but it feels like ages" i laugh
"annaliese!!! i missed you" i hug her
"i missed you too! are you excited for tonight?" annaliese asks
"uh, kinda nervous to be honest"
we walk back to marys room and just watch movies for a bit. i get a text from ruel.
ruel - i miss you
mila - i miss you too and i love you
ruel - i love you too
ruel - you're coming tonight right?
mila - wouldn't miss it xx
after an hour we start to get ready and the girls helped me choose an outfit from the clothes i stuffed in my bag and some of their clothes.
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