so my family was eating some really fucking good pasta when we started talking about planning a trip for the end of the summer
for context, when i first started getting super into six, i asked my parents if we could go to london and see it since the cast is still there n stuff, and they said they'd look into it as an option for a trip at the end of the summer
anyway my sister is super scared of planes (EVEN THOUGH SHE'S BEEN ON THEM BEFORE AND WASN'T SCARED AT ALL), and she told my mom that she would only be willing to go on a SHORT flight, which london obviously fucking isn't
and then my mom was all like "oh flights are really expensive so it's a long shot, i'm not willing to spend that much money"
and i was like oKaY
and my sister decides to be a little shit and is all like "and YOU'RE the only one who actually LIKES six"
THE REST OF MY FAMILY HASN'T LISTENED TO IT FFS- so literally none of them don't like it, they just haven't made any effort to listen to it and instead made fun of me for being so obsessed with fictional versions of historical figures (which is hypocritical as fuck because they all LOOOOVE hamilton)
if they maybe put the time into actually caring about my interests they might like it,,, but okay
but yeah i understand money being an issue,,, so i'm not mad about that, just sad
the part that i AM mad about though is that they started getting all accusatory and going like "yOu'Re GoInG tO bE uNgRaTeFuL aNd MiSeRaBlE iF wE dO aNyThInG eLsE"
like uh no??? i never said that???
so yeah now i'm having a fucking moral dilemma because i'm worried that i'm going to be disappointed if i can't go and maybe not have as much fun doing something else,,, and i feel like i got my hopes up too high and it's not going to happen and just- ugh-
i'm upset and i know it's petty but millie and maiya are leaving the cast in october and i just want to see them all together if i get the chance 😔
