Bakugou pov
"Would you look at that. It's the rejects of the class."
Icy-hot glares at all of us before making his way to the 'dekusquad'. None of them hearing his crude remark or seeing his snide smirk to himself as he 'tch-ed' and walked away. I look down in guilt. These people, my friends, were all so popular before and I dragged them down to the pits of hell with me. Tears begin pooling in my eyes before a choked and broken sound wracks my body.
"I'm sorry." The words let tears spill as my meticulously constructed wall gets smashed to bits. I'm no longer the strong one in your eyes. I'm the weak link the one to be protected. I'm weak.
"Hey, it's okay. What's wrong bro?"
"I'm so fucking sorry! I-I this is my fault. I fell for Eijiro and-and now the entire school hates you four as well and it's all my fucking fault. I'm such a dumbass for thinking I could be happy."
"Katsuki, it's not your fault. The others just can't see you for you. They just see your tough exterior."
"Kiri is right, and we hate seeing this side of you so even if the class hates us we still have each other right!"
"Mina is right Bakugou, we ain't leaving anyone in our squad behind."
"Stop, stop pitying me. Stop trying to make me feel better. I'm fucking weak and this makes me feel so much worse. Makes me feel smaller, weaker, sadder than I am. And I get it I broke down to sobs after one fucking sentence from that Icy-Hot bastard. I'm going to get help. I'm going to get better. I'm going to become someone likable. I'm going to- going to-" a sob shakes me to my core Eiji wrapping his arms around me and pulling me to his lap. I sit there comfortably as I cry into his chest.The movie began and it was 'The Emperor's New Groove' a movie I've enjoyed since early childhood. Rivers of tears slow to a trickle as the movie goes on. Tears slowing to a stop replacing themselves with a chuckle when my favorite part of the movie plays. My friends look at me with shocked but happy faces.
"What I like this movie." I shrug looking back to the t.v.
"Bakubitch, you laughed! This mean you feel better?" Pinky questioned excitedly.
"Not completely, well not really but I like this movie, and Eijiro is comfy."
"Same, well not Kiri but Hanta is a great chair."
"Denki, I thought I told you not to call me a chair."
"But you are though."
"You two stop flirting on the couch if you want some fuck go to your room."
"Damn Ashido snapped on your asses."
"Harder daddy~."
Then all of us yelled his name at once. "KAMINARI!"
"Haha whaaaaat?"
"What do you mean what? Kami you literally just said 'harder daddy' to me and Bakubitch."
"Y'all know I'm joking though besides we're highschool students. It's expected of us."
"Denki, babe, stop talking."
"For all of our sakes bro."
"Alright, alright."God we're fuckin nuts.
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The movie ends and we all head back to our separate dorms.
I watch as Eiji keeps walking past my dorm to his own and a feeling of loneliness washes over me. The warmth of just being near each other dissipating into the night. I enter my dark room and look towards the wall separating me and my boyfriend, missing him already. I'm becoming dependent on him to always lift me up. It'll be problematic if this gets any worse and I become dependent on the whole squad, or at least Ashido.
I pull my hair from the ponytail placing the hair tie on my desk. Walking into the bathroom I flick on the light, brushing my teeth and showering.
Crawling into bed I pull out my covers and go to my text messages. Finally telling my mom about the weekend plans.
Me: hey im going home for the weekend bringing someone with me
Old hag: You can't just tell me this one day before you show up! And what did I say about being on your phone this late?
Me: not to do it (¬_¬) and well i did tell you a day before so what
Old hag: Katsuki this better be important
Me: i don't know if it's important.... yeah it's fuckin important or else i wouldn't be showing up!
Old hag: Watch your fucking language, brat.
Me: you aren't any better, im going to sleepI turn off my phone not bothering to see if she responds. Yup, I'm dead. My mom and I were always like this, for as long as I could remember. Though I am quite the momma's boy in my opinion. I mean I look like her, have her attitude, cook because of her. In other people's eyes we just look like a rebellious teen and a mother on her last straw. I yawn and turn off my lamp turning onto my side to sleep.
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I wake up early the next morning readying myself as I hop into a pair of ripped jeans. Friday, free dress, deciding to wear a dark red tank top, leather jacket, ripped jeans, and boots. I run my hands through my hair as I pull it back into a ponytail. Looking in the mirror and being satisfied that I don't look like a failed firework experiment I leave my dorm to wake up Eijiro.
"Wake up love, it's Friday."
"I don't want to go to classes today."
"And I don't want to live today, you aren't special."I head a thud and then he's at his door a blanket tangled between his legs. He looks at me for a moment before his jaw drops.
"What, is there something on my face? Did my eyeliner smear?"
"No you just look..... stunning." He looks me up and down before landing back on my face.
"You don't look to bad yourself." I gesture to his pajamas and messy but cute bun.
"Oh you," he nudged my arm "I did just wake up remember?"
"Yeah, yeah now go put on something presentable."
"Kay, I'll be right out."I hum in response as he closes his door and I sit by it, waiting for him to get ready. After a few moments he comes out in a light wash denim jacket, a striped t-shirt, jeans, and his red crocs.
"I almost liked your outfit."
"What do you mean 'almost'?"
"Those damned crocs look like shit."
"They do not! Plus they're comfortable, and I will get you to wear some one day."
"Will not."
"Will too."
"Will not."
"Katsu, at least once?" He gave me big pleading eyes looking like a kicked puppy, I couldn't say no.
"Maybe, but you'll have to drag me kicking and screaming." It wasn't a no, okay?!
"Yes!"
"I said maybe, Shitty Hair!"
"Back to Shitty Hair, Blasty?"
"Idiot." I mumble hoping that he didn't hear me.
"Love you too, ya raging Pomeranian."My face flushes, this was the first time he said he loves me in a non serious setting. It's cute.
"Pomeranian? Again? I thought that wouldn't stick."
"Well Pomeranians are cute and you are too." He flashed a smile at me way too bright for the time of morning.
"I'm not fuckin cute, or at least I've never been told so. People prefer: intimidating, freaky, anger issues."
"Well now you know. I think you're cute. Except now, right now you look hot." My face glows red, shocked that he called me hot. I mean it's just what I'd usually wear. I've never worn this around him, oop. "Are you embarrassed Katsu?"
"Oh fuck off ya big rock, you've never called me hot before of course I'd be red."
"Red looks good on you."
"The shirt or my face?"
"Why not both?"
"You're a nightmare I'm going to class alone."
"Wait, Katsuuu I'm sorryyyyy."I sprint away snickering as I looked back for a moment to see him shocked. Which caused me to laugh as I ran to U.A.'s main building. Eh I might let him put crocs on me. Yeah on my cold, dead corpse.
I turn the corner and bump into someone.
"Watch where you're going you bitch ass walking chicken nugget looking piece of shit." Well that was a sentence.
"My apologies." With that he turned and walked the fuck away.I run the rest of the way to class and slide into my seat only to be yelled at about respect by ripoff Sonic. Fuckin 'ell 'upperclassmen once sat in that desk and to throw yourself into it so abruptly is disrespectful'. Bitch the only thing disrespectful is how you're all up in my face. I turn to face the window not bothering with his bullshit just when Aizawa, (and Eiji) come into class.
"You'll be having a group project, and you do not get to chose your partners."
...fuck.....
A/n you know I had to do it to 'em. Have a good day/night
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