Who're We to Say? - a kiribaku fic

I Wasn't Wrong...

Bakubomb pov

Well then. This breakfast should be. Interesting.

I get dressed in a short sleeve plain black shirt with skinny, ripped maroon jeans. Before sitting on Ei's bed waiting for him to get ready. Finally like ten minutes later he comes out with his hair braided and in another plain Eiji outfit.

"Katsu are you okay with your scars showing?" I look down seeing scars on my wrists and burns up the sides of my arms.
"Shit, you have a point. Give me a second."

I take my shirt off and slip on a striped long sleeve shirt. Throwing my other shirt on top I go towards his door.

"Okay now lets go."

We head downstairs and Eijiro leads me to the dining room where there's some food on the table. His moms are sitting next to each other instead of the heads of the table so Eiji and I do the same except on the opposite side.

"So winter break is coming soon right? You two are probably excited for that."
"Yeah I'm gonna take Ei hiking, and maybe stop by my parents' house then come here."
"Yup! The hike will be the first thing we do, might take a couple days if we're lucky."
"Well me and your Ma want you to be safe."
"Though we also want you to have fun! After all it is close to Christmas. Enjoy yourselves and use protection."
"MA! You can't just say that!"

I cover my face and sink into the chair a bit. Trying to phase into the floor. Great so they know that neither of us are virgins. Yet they don't even know that I fuck my shit up. Maybe I should tell them? Only if they ask.

"Ichika! Calm down with that, look at Katsuki. He's absolutely embarrassed out of his mind."
"N-no it's- it's fine. I just wasn't expecting breakfast like this?"

I forgot my fucking anxiety meds. Luckily I have my antidepressants.

I try to go back to eating as Eijiro and his moms try and diffuse the situation. I start scratching one of my arms to subside the itching sensation. Damn scar tissue fucking my arms up.

"I'll be- I'm- excuse me."

I stand up and walk up the stairs relatively fast. Once I make it back to Eijiro's room I pull a razor from my bag. This was technically meant for shaving my legs not my skin but still. Rolling up my sleeves I cut myself, 1,2,3 on each arm. There that'll teach you not to have sex in someone else's house. I pop an antidepressant dry and head back downstairs once my arms stopped bleeding.

"Right I'm back I just had to, take my allergy medication." Nice save.
"It's no big deal, you did already finish your food. Ichika and I were just about to head out again. Eijiro is in the living room."
"Thank you."
"We'll see you later!"

They both head out and I go to the living room laying down on top of Eiji. He looks at me and sighs before rolling up my sleeves to find six new wounds.

"I knew it. You don't have allergies."
"Well I didn't want to tell them I had to take my antidepressants. Besides if they ask I'll tell them but for now they aren't asking."
"That's not the problem. Where's the razor?"
"Eijiro don't take it. If it comes to it I need it to cope."
"What did your therapist say?"
"That cutting isn't a healthy coping mechanism and if I had the urge to I can do something else to distract me."
"Exactly, so why did you bring it?"
"I don't know, look we'll talk about this later." I pull my sleeves back down before closing my eyes and leaning back on him.
"Okay, you wanna bandage those up?"
"Not really but I probably should, shouldn't I?"
"Did you clean them?"
"No I just did it, popped a pill, and came back down."
"Let's do that then, come on."
"No. I. It's a reminder that we can't pull this shit. I told you no and look at where that got us. I agree to have sex with you here and we get called out by your moms."
"Katsuki... I talked to them. They said they won't pull that again."
"You didn't tell them why right? I don't want them knowing I'm fucking depressed and shit and I don't like them knowing I got fucked by you! I love you, I love you so much but Christ Eijiro, this is a lot to take in. So just let me have them heal normally. No medicine, no bandages."
"*sigh* Katsu are you sure?"
"Yes I'm sure."
"Wanna just lay here then?"
"Please." My voice broke a little as I leaned further into him.

My sleeves were pulled back up by Eijiro and he whispered something about letting them breathe. I'm not too sure actually, anyway we stayed like that for a long time. I might've fallen asleep during a part of it? I don't know. It's the afternoon now and we haven't left the comfort of their living room couch.

To be honest I think Eijiro likes looking at my scars. He says it's not a reminder of what I went through but proof that I survived, which is cheesy as hell but I guess I'll allow it. Sappy shit is his strong suit after all. I'm immediately snapped out of my thoughts as his mom walks in.

"Boys did you, oh my." I yank my sleeves down making up some fake excuse.
"I have cats! They scratch a lot I don't know why we still even have them! There's- It's no big deal."
"My wife is a doctor Katsuki. I know what a cat's scratch looks like, and I know they don't scar."
"I'm sorry Mrs. Kirishima, but I'd like not to have this full length conversation. Eiji will explain I'm going to be in his room."
"Katsu,"
"If you need me call. I'm not doing this shit again. I told my parents I don't feel like telling yours."

I stand abruptly, cross my arms, and make my way to the stairs.

Rock hard pov

"So you know now I guess, he's not open about it unless you're his therapist. Or me."
"How long have you known?"
"Since the night I first met him. So a bit more than a year now almost two."
"I never knew and you talked about him since your first year. Should I go apologize?"
"Katsu doesn't do the apology thing. He'd rather have you scream at him then give him a calm apology. That's what we do every argument. Scream at each other and then cry and hug for the next hour or so."
"Oh that's, I suppose it works. So I just keep quiet until he calms down?"
"Yeah, he might head back to the dorms today though."
"If he does tell him we loved having him here."
"I will."
"You should go to him."
"And you should make sure Ma doesn't find out, to avoid smother mother."
"No promises Eijiro."
"Okay."

I grab my phone off the couch and hoist myself up the stairs to my room. I should have kept his sleeves down, he wasn't ready to tell Mom or Ma. I need to stop being so dense all the time.

Bakubomb pov

I slam Eijiro's door shut and grab my shit shoving it haphazardly into my bag. His moms are cool don't get me wrong but they know way more than they should about me. Just like Eiji they learn too much too soon.

I stand from my bag and sling it over my shoulder and pause at the door just as it opens and arms are flung around my shoulders.

"Katsuki I'm sorry, if you want to go back to the dorms that's okay I just wanted to apologize."
"I don't need an apology Eijiro, you know I don't like them."
"I know, I know. I'll let you do what you want. See you Monday I guess?"
"You're so insufferable. Letting me leave even if neither of us want me to."
"You don't want to leave?"
"No of course not! It's great here I just don't feel welcome anymore."
"Why?"
"Oh I don't know?! Maybe because your moms call us out, then your mom sees not only my scars but my open fucking wounds Eijiro are you that fucking dense?! Like I said earlier I love you way more than I should but this is a lot. Way more than I can take in right now. I'm going home I guess."
"Neither are going to mention any of it.  If you want to stay you can."
"Why are you so calm! I'm over here on the verge of breaking down and you're acting like it's FUCKING NORMAL!"

I grip the straps of my bag tight before throwing it to the ground and pulling Eijiro into a hug.

"I don't want to fucking go. I know I'm overreacting and I'm sorry for that I just don't know what to do."
"It's okay Kats, you can cry if you have to. If you want to."

I hold him tight once he tries to pull back and shake my head.

"You're fucking dense Ei. You're dense, and can't take a hint but you're mine. I guess I'll stay for that idiot that said yes."

He's got me wrapped around his finger. Then again I guess I let myself get stuck.

A/n this chapter took a turn that I honestly didn't expect. So if it sounds a bit weird just know that I let the words onto the page as soon as they came through my head. So. Have a good day/night!