Tears of Joy

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Bakugou pov

"Well, your wish is granted, that leaves two more." I give him an unsure smile, my words rasping out, and his jaw drops shakily he reaches his hand out. Tears well up in his eyes.
"Katsu—ki? Is-is that really you?"
"I'm sorry Ei, I'm so so sorry I tried to leave." He lifts his hand to slap me before dropping it and pulling me into a gentle hug.
"Never do that again!" He cries into my shoulder before pulling back and grabbing his phone. He sat hugging me and crying before the door busts open. Along with my mom.
"Oh my Katsuki! You're okay!"
"Course I'm okay I'm a Bakugou." I grin giving my mom the response I know she wants.
"You brat, I was so worried! I swear you enjoy giving me a heart attack"
"How behind am I in class?"
"Kat you just came out of a coma and the first thing you want to know is schoolwork?"
"BAKUHOE YOU DUMB BITCH I WAS SCARED OUT OF MY ASS!"
"Sorry Ashido. I don't know what came over me."
"Bro! You're okay!"
"Bakugou, we never talked much but you make my girlfriend happy so I'm glad your back."
"Thanks Round Face. Hey Pikachu."
"K-K-Kacchan!"
"Hey D- 'Zuku. I shoulda listened to you in middle school, huh? Sorry for those years by the way."
"I-it'll take a while but, I forgive you."
"Now can someone figure out when the fuck I can get outta this shit hole." He moves to go get a doctor but I pull him back. "Not you Ei, you're staying right here." As if on cue a fuckin doctor walked in.
"What's with all of the- oh. Excuse me." Just as swiftly as she showed up, she was gone.

Moments later of me apologizing and getting chastised someone who none of us were expecting knocked on the doorway.

"May I come in?" Everyone's eyes turned to see who it was. Glances turning to harsh glares within seconds. Two toned pokéball looking ass bitch. Eijiro was giving the harshest stare and was the one to respond in a cold, "explain yourself." That in all honesty made me feel safe. Pulling him closer I buried my head in his shoulder.
"Save me from the monster my big, manly knight." I whisper loud enough for him to hear.
"Only if I get to be the prince instead."
"I'm your princess."
"Correction, queen."

"I assume you'd like an explanation to why I started the rumors and made your life a living hell." He deadpanned clearly not meaning a single word. Deku looked at him and made his presence known.
"Shouto, the truth. I can tell you don't care. But please the truth. You basically almost killed Kacchan!"
"Why would you care? Hasn't he been tormenting you your whole life?!"
"Todoroki Shouto, the hallway. Now."

Deku pulled icy-hot out and the room filled with deafening silence for a moment before going back into conversation.

"Bakubro, you have no clue how sad we all were. Kiri was gripping onto the note for like a week."
"Ei, I'm sorry I should explain myself in more than just a hastily scratched out letter. I-I feel like an extra in my own life, and everyone has someone. Someone who'd dwell on them if they died. I feel like I have no one. Pinky has round face, Pikachu has Tape Arms, you have Pinky. All of my problems feel so trivial to yours. I've always had parents who've loved and supported me albeit in odd ways. Pikachu, you had to deal with your parents not accepting you for being bi. Tape Arms you probably have it the worst. You were dealing with your parents divorce when they were both becoming addicts causing you to have to be adopted into another family. Pinky, you've dealt with bullying for your skin and eyes and you learned to make it your own. Eiji, you had to go through years of insecurities and feeling like the dullest star in the sky. But you don't realize your the brightest fucking one in the whole solar system. The fucking sun. All I've been through is some bullying and depression. God I feel so weak for pussying out on life. I'm so fuckin sorry guys."
"Baku, as your best friend I will truthfully say. Your problems aren't trivial, just because we've struggled too doesn't invalidate you in the slightest. And if you think we'd move on from your death you're damn wrong. We're a squad and you're our leader. In fact I call a squad meeting!" Everyone huddles around me. "I think we should change the name of the squad."
"Depends I mean the squad is pretty lit."
"Denki has a point. What would it change to?"
"Mina I like your thinking. Guys who's changed our lives the most?"
"Bakubitch."
"Bakubro."
"Bakugou."
"Exactly." The fuck is going on?
Pinky picks up.
"So, why not honor him? I with the power invested in me, Mama Mina, rename the squad to The Bakusquad!"
"What d'you say Kat?"
"I, I don't.... you sure?"
"Positive." The squad all nods.
"Then I guess."
"TO THE BAKUSQUAD!"
"Mina!" The newly proclaimed bakusquad yelled.
"You're gonna get your asses kicked out. Also the hell happened to icy-hot and Deku?"
"I think they left."
"No shit Pinky."
At that moment Deku pulled in icy-hot by his ear. "I think Shouto has a few things he'd like to say."
"Bakugou, I'd like to apologize for antagonizing you ever since you got with Kirishima. I was just tired of being yelled at by a slouchy blond prick—"
"Shouto."
"Well I'm not lying."
"Whatever continue, you're sleeping in your own dorm tonight."
"Anyway, I was tired of that shit so I retaliated by targeting the most important aspect of your life."

I look at Ei and he's fucking fuming like he looks ready to kill. Standing up he gives a quick, 'give me a minute,' and walks, no storms, out the room. I for once was completely calm.

"Well what did you think to get outta it?"
"You stopping." He shrugged like it's the most obvious thing. Midoriya places his hand on the back of his head forcing him to bow.
"Sorry for the trouble, Kacchan!"

They walk out the room and Eiji walks back in.

"Love, you good?"
"Yeah I'm good now at least."
"Eiji, what's up? I can tell there's something on your mind."
"He doesn't get it. He's messing with someone's life. He thinks it's so small but he doesn't really get that you could be dead! You could've died on impact and it would've been his fault!"
"It wouldn't have been his fault. It was my thinking that you all hated me and were ready to ditch me at the drop of a hat."
"Would you have a fear of people hating you if it weren't for Todoroki?"
"Well no,"
"Kat just shut up and let me be right. Because you know I am."
"Fine well you should head back to the school, all of you. When was the last time you had a proper rest in the dorms?"
They all opened their mouths to speak but no sound came out proving my point. "Exactly, now go on. I'll still be here tomorrow."

Why do y'all care so damn much? I did nothing to deserve your kindness. I sigh as I lay back in the hospital bed. Shifting as much as I can to get comfortable. I know it's these fucking thoughts that got me here to begin with so why won't they just stop? I've just caused them all worry, it's pathetic.

I think I need a break. To focus on myself, and not rely on my friends.

A/n good god I need help. Have a good day/night

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