Is It Fate? (X-reader)

Chapter 8

I huffed as Ashley continued to tell embarrassing stories about all my screw ups on previous missions to the guys.

"So she just jumped into the warehouse through a glass window,yeah I know how stupid right?And she landed like a elephant with a shard of glass poking out of her leg and because she landed like the big flop that she is all the bad people surrounded her.I thought she was doomed but she kicked their asses.It was so badass!"Ashley exclaimed.

"Wow that's so cool!How do you do it Y/n?"Hoseok asked in awe.

I just shrugged,"I wasn't a wuss about it."

Jimin chuckled,"Oh really?You're not a wuss?Remember the first time we met you couldn't even look me in the eyes for the first couple months because you are such a scaredy cat."

"No I'm not a wuss.And I didn't want to talk to you.One,because I hate people and I prefer to be alone and two,who would want to look at you?"I scoffed.

Jimin gasped and jokingly put his hand to his heart as if he had been shot."Well there goes my dreams of ever getting with Y/n.My heart.Shattered.Tell me Y/n.Are you proud of yourself now for shattering this cute boys dreams?"

I giggled,"God narcassistic much aren't you?Tell me Jimin do you always go around calling yourself a cute boy?"I asked pinning the question back onto him.

"Oh come on Y/n.You can't be serious!You and I both know you find him cute.Ive known you for years don't you dare try deny it."Ashley said.

God sometimes I wish Ashley could shut up.Im digging myself into a deeper grave here.

"Ooh Y/n has a crush!"Taehyung teased pinching my cheeks cutely.

I groaned pushing off Taehyungs hands away from my face,"Get off Tae!No I don't have a crush.Okay if you must know I find all of you equally attractive.Okay?Happy now?"

All the boys started smirking at each other.Oh god what have I done.

"All of us?"Jungkook asked wiggling his eyebrows at me.

"Don't mean I have a crush on any of you!"I yelled before they start jumping to conclusions.

Hoseok jumped up and screamed at the top of his lungs."THE BATTLE TO WIN Y/NS HEART IS ON.THERE CAN ONLY BE ONE WINNER.MAY THE LUCKY ONE SUCCEED!"

All the boys started jumping up and down cheering.While they we're distracted I grabbed hold of Ashley by her spinny chair and wheeled her out with her still on it out into the hallway.

"Wow free ride!Saves me getting up from moving!"Ashley laughed spinning round in circles on her chair.

"Ashley you have to help me."I begged.

"I don't know why you're complaining you have 7 incredibly attractive guys after you?If I was you I'd say yes to all of them."Ashley said stuck in a daydream.

"My relationship with this is strictly professional.Nothing else.And you doing stuff like telling them about my fuck ups are not helping if you really want to hook me up with any of them.Who would want to date a clumsy elephant?"

"Well it seems all 7 of them."Ashley pointed out."Y/n lighten up would you?It's just a little bit of fun.If you don't want anything serious out of it then fine but don't be so cold to reject them like that."

I sighed, "It's not that I don't want to date any of them.I don't want to get distracted from my real job.Im not here to get a boyfriend I'm here to do my Dad proud and how can I do that if I am revolving my life around some guy I'm meant to be working with?"

"But Y/n don't you think your dad wanted you not only to succeed career wise but to find someone you love?I'm sure he wants you to find someone who will treat you right and take care of you."

"I DONT NEED TO BE TAKEN CARE OF IM NOT A BABY OKAY?WHO ARE YOU TO SPEAK ON THE BEHALF OF MY DAD WHEN YOU NEVER MET HIM?!YOU KNOW FUCK ALL!EVERY.SINGLE.ONE.OF YOU INCLUDING THOSE 7 FUCKING IDIOTS IN THAT ROOM KNOW FUCK ALL ABOUT MY DAD!SO DO YOURSELF A FAVOUR AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!"I screamed storming back into the office to grab my stuff.

I opened the door to find all the boys standing still.They heard everything.I don't care.I just ignored them and carried on packing my stuff.

"Y/n where are you going?"Jin asked.

"Anywhere other than here."I say tears threatening to spill at any moment.

"Are you going to be okay?"Hoseok asked putting his hand off my shoulder.

I whipped myself around and glared at him"GET OFF ME!"I yelled.

His once light and happy face drooped. He looked hurt.I immediately regretted mg decision.

"Hoseok...I- I'm....I'm sorry....Just leave me alone everyone....please."I say running out tears rolling down my face.

A/n:That was such a horrible chapter to write.I want to slap some sense into Y/n for not seeing clearly and for yelling at our dear sunshine.

The #endviolence campaign video came out last night and not gonna lie I nearly cried.I can relate so much to the video because I was bullied quite a lot at school where it got to the point I constantly hid myself in the toilets crying my eyes out and every time someone asked if I was okay I shut them out.It got the point that I was having suicidal thoughts (not just because of bullying I had other things going on at home which I can gladly say had stopped) but the one thing that kept me going strong was music.When I felt alone in this massive world it felt like BTS were there for me for a shoulder to cry on.This sounds cringy af but it's true.In all honesty without BTS and their music I may have ended it because I felt no one cares enough for me to be alive anymore.

Anyway sorry my depressing life story.Let me know what you think of the campaign video I will leave it at the top of the chapter for those who haven't watched Drarry_Horan I'm looking at you.As you can guess I personally love it.Also what do you think of this chapter?What will happen next?