Is It Fate? (X-reader)

Chapter 15

Disclaimer:This chapter contains a bit of gore and a suicidal thoughts

Y/ns P.O.V

We all ran down the hallways desperately scanning our surroundings hoping to find something.

We eventually got out of breath and had to stop for a little while.We leant against the wall panting trying to get some more air to our lungs.

"Is there anywhere else we haven't looked already?"Jungkook asked running his hand through his locks.

"The roof.We haven't checked the roof."Namjoon said.

"Let's go!"Jimin shouted as we sprinted to the lift.

We all squeezed into the small lift.We all had to stand very close to each other.I had Namjoon towering over me Jungkooks elbow digging into my side and Jimins hip pinning me to the wall.I felt so uncomfortable being this close to them.I think we all were.None of us said a word to each other and we avoided eye contact trying to ignore the awkwardness.

The door pinged open for us all to spring out and distance ourselves from each other.

The cold morning breeze hit my face sending goosebumps up my arms.I shivered and hugged myself trying to keep warm.Jimin noticed and took off his jacket and made me wear it.I blushed and thanked him pulling the material closer to my body.The jacket was a bit too big on me.It gave me sweater paws.

"It's a nice view up here.How come I've never been up on the roof before?"Jungkook said running to the railing to look at the view of the beautiful city down below.

The sun was just rising over the tall glass buildings leaving a nice orangey-pink glow outlining the clouds.I looked at the view in awe.I slowly walked up to where Jungkook was to be left speechless.It was stunning.

"What a beautiful city."I agree looking down at all the cars on the busy high street down below.

"I hate to interrupt this moment but I think I found a body."Jimin called from the other end of the roof.

I looked at Jungkook and frowned as we both ran over to Jimin.I gasped at what I saw.

Don't read if you are sensitive to gore.

Hanging on the railings by some chains round his throat was Kai.His face was beaten to pulp to the point he was almost unrecognisable,his stomach has been cut open leaving all this insides hanging out.There are several knife wounds scattered around his body.He was covered in his own blood and chained to the railings dangling off the edge by his neck.

Gory part over

"Oh.My.God."I said taking a step back and covering my mouth with my hand before I could throw up.

Namjoon put his hand on my shoulder and pulled me into him so I can't see Kai anymore.I am not going to complain at that.The sight made me gag.

We all moved away from the body so we can talk properly.

"Y/n are you okay?You look really pale."Jimin asked pressing his palm against my forehead checking my temperature.

I waved off his hand."I'm fine just a bit shocked that's all."

"What do you think happened to him?"Jungkook asked.

"Looks like he was tortured before he got killed judging by the several knife wounds.I think hanging him was what killed him eventually."I said recalling the horrible image.

"Whoever done this is brutal."Namjoon said rubbing the back of his head.

"Who do you think done it?"Jimin said looking at me.

"Not think.I know it was Inferno.Who was the reason we took Kai captive in the first place?Inferno.Who was it we were interrogating him on?Inferno.It all leads back to him.Why else would someone want to kill him that bad unless he was trying to expose the most wanted drug dealer in Korea."I exclaimed.

"Fair point.I will ring the guys and tell them to send a clean up team up here."Jimin said bringing out his phone.

"Get the director too.This case is getting too serious."I say frowning.

5 minutes later the director,the rest of the team and the clean up crew join us on the rooftop.

Ashley looked at the disassembled body hanging off the railing and threw up.

Yoongi looked at her disgusted and moved away from her.Jin ran to get her a bottle of water.

"Are you okay Ashley?"I asked rubbing her back in a somewhat soothing manner.

She nodded weakly,"Just wasn't expecting that.I never seen a dead body with my own eyes before."

"I'm assuming you have your lead."She continues looking up at me expectantly.

I raised an eyebrow at her,"Who do you think?"

She just nodded knowingly at me.

"So what now?"She asked.

"What now is you leave this case to us.This has been going on too long and we already have one casualty."The director spoke up looking at us all.We all gasped.

"Sir please.We are coming so close to finding him.We are starting to get leads as to who he is.Please sir.Whos to say this will be the only murder there is if we step down from this case.Also he is aware we are investigating him if we leave then he will personally kill US.So why can't we take him down before he gets the chance to do so himself?"I argue.I can't lose this case.Not now.I am so close.I don't want to let every one down.

"Exactly.He knows who you are.So called spy you are when your own target knows you're investigating him!Why did I even give you that case?I was clearly deluded for trusting that you would get the job done Y/n.Your father was great at leading cases so I had faith in you.How disappointed he would be if he could only see this."He said walking off gesturing for everyone else to follow him inside leaving me alone on the rooftop.

As soon as the door was slammed shut I broke down into a heap on the floor crying my eyes out.Im sorry Dad.Im not good enough.I can't do anything right.Im such a terrible daughter.I am such a waste of space.Everyone is better off without me.

I looked towards the railing and I shakingly rose up onto my feet.I trudged over to the edge taking a deep breath.I was about to step off when something caught my eye.It was a scrap of paper wedges inbetween some bars in the railings.I frowned as I leant over to pick it up.Wiping my bloodshot eyes I unfolded the paper and dropped it almost immediately when I read it.I ran back inside leaving the peice of paper to flutter down onto the ground.

It read:I will tell b/n you said hi-🔥

A/n:I got cramp in my hand oww.Im sorry this chapter is a bit gory and depressing sorry if it upset or offended anyone.I felt really sad writing this chapter cause I feel bad for poor Y/n.Nothings going right for her.I just want to give her a great big hug.