Is It Fate? (X-reader)

Chapter 9

I ran to my car and as soon as I shut the door I broke down into tears leaning my head on the steering wheel.

Why did I do that?They must hate me now.Hoseoks face when I yelled at him was bad enough but I upset everyone by being a bitch.

I was wrong to yell at Ashley like that.I just miss my Dad.A lot.Even though it's been years the aching pain in my heart still hasn't disappeared.Sometimes I just come home from a long day at work and just pretend Dad is home waiting for me to tell him about my busy day and for him to tell me how proud he is of me and how thankful he is to have me as a daughter.

But that will never happen.

I need to face reality.He is never coming back no matter how hard I wish he did he is gone forever.I still have my mum and brother but I'm not as close to them as I was with my dad.It will never be the same.I still see my mum and brother from time to time.I moved out a couple years ago because I wanted to become independent.

I know Ashley only means the best for me.Shes just trying to look out for me like any good friend would do.I feel so bad.And the boys I was so rude to them especially Hoseok when he was just trying to calm me.

I groan and smack my head against the steering wheel multiple times.I fucked up.

I heard knocking at my window.I lifted my head to see Yoongi peering into the window looking at the mess I am.Oh god.Here we go.Im dead.

I unlocked the car allowing him to come in.He sat in the passenger seat and sighed leaning back comfortably into the seat.

"Care to tell me what all that was about?"He said surprisingly calmly.

I rolled my eyes,"Yoongi I get it.I fucked up I shouldn't have yelled at you guys and Ashley.Im sorry"

"That's not answering my question."He replied bluntly.

I hesitated.Am I really going to tell him?He deserves an explanation.They all do it's unfair on them.

"My dad died about ten years ago.He was like us but more elite.He got killed while on a mission.I used to be very close to him when I was little and he always said that when I'm older he will train me to become the best ever spy in the world and I will do him proud.When I heard the news about his death it broke me.We had so many plans.One minute he was there the next he's gone completely.Ever since then I wanted to make my dad proud that's why i became a spy so he will look down on me and be proud that I'm his daughter."

"When I dragged Ashley out she said I should maybe start looking for a man to look after me.But it wasn't that which pissed me off.She said it is what my dad would of wanted.And I just lost it because she has never met my dad so I said she can't speak for him.And yeah it all escalated from there."I finished with a sad sigh.

"She has a point though",Yoongi spoke up making me lift my head to look at him,"Fathers always wants what's best for their child don't they?"

I think about it and not,"I suppose you're right."

"I'm sure Ashley didn't mean to speak on the behalf of your dad maybe the timing was a little off but you shouldn't of reacted like that.When you came storming in all of us were concerned.We never seen you like that.It was worrying.And then you snapped at Hoseok who was just trying to help."

I hide my face in my hands,"Yoongi I know I know I was stupid.How am I meant to make up for it?They probably all hate me now."

Yoongi thought for a moment and then he snapped his fingers his face lighting up showing off his adorable gummy smile (A/n:sorry I had to hehe)
"I know what you can do!"He exclaimed.

To be continued.....

A/n:Two uploads in one day!I wasn't even planning to do two uploads.Also I'm sorry if the story line drags on a bit I have my plans for the plot twist but obviously we need a lead up so we need fillers but they are still important and all mean something so please don't ignore them!

I'm leaving you with a cute close up of our little Jiminie from the #Endviolence campaign because he looks so beautiful it's unfair like can someone leak his skincare routine cause I need it ASAP!!!!