~Soft Velvet~

4

Jax

I couldn't help but watch as the small man walked away, Blue. Logan chuckled catching my attention and waved at the seat next him, Ellie nowhere in sight.

"Well sit down, order something to drink." His smirked widely at me. "And tell me about your adventures."

"I don't know what your taking about." My words came out in a mumble as I sat in the leather bar stool. "Just a water please." It didn't take a second before Logan placed our orders that the bartender obviously waiting for.

"Plus of working here, you get what you want faster. Anyways don't act shy now. I saw you coming out of the offices with Master B." Logan was practically falling out of his seat as he leaned towards me in excitement.

"Nothing happened I was exploring and he found me. He explained some things while walking back." My voice grew stronger but the heat covering my face was growing as well. Never have I felt so shy as I do here. My friends small glare told me he knew I wasn't saying something making me press my lips. "H-he caught me watching people in one of the rooms."

"Ahh. Those are called scenes, they are meant to be watched no need to sound so ashamed." He said with a huff the disappointment on his face told me he was expecting more. "What scene room?"

"I don't know. The room remained me of the doctors except the...." I couldn't even say it without my face heating more.

"Ahh the medical room. One of my favorites personally. I do prefer the playroom more." He started with no shame. I can see the appeal of this but I don't think I could personally do it, it's to... public. A water bottle was set in front of me making my throat suddenly dry. I cracked the seal and chugged half of the bottle in one swallow. Yeah I definitely couldn't do something that public. No matter how many times I said it in my head my curiosity continued to rise.

"Logan, what would you think I am?" My voice was quite again, losing all the strength I thought I regained.

"Hmmm well with your size people would naturally think you're a dom, but I get more of a submissive vibe from you." Words slipped easily out of his mouth, not worrying how much his answer would scare me. The answer did more then scare me, it terrified me but yet it seemed right. I licked my lips and finished my bottle of water hoping to hide the fact my hands were shaking. I'm not supposed to act like this, I'm not this shy or embarrassed, yet here I am wanting to stay and see, also wanting to turn away and flee.

"How long are we staying?" I looked over at Logan again as I spook. "And where is Ellie?"

"Ellie found her toy for the night and already left. That bitch is fast at getting what she wants. If you want to leave now we can head out." He sighed lightly and chugged the rest of his beer. He already knew the answer. After paying the bartender we traveled back down the stairs and to the car. I needed to breathe and figure out how I felt before coming here again.

The drive to Logan's home was quick, with a wave goodbye he slide out the vehicle and pounced up the stair case. The drive to my home was longer, thoughts raced through my mind of the night and the little master. How did I feel about this? Did I want to go back? Or never face that bar again? I didn't know what to do and I couldn't figure out how I felt, but the one thing I knew is the seed was planted, these thoughts weren't going away. At least not anytime soon.

I cut the engine in front of my house and stared blankly at the cream exterior. I didn't want to go in a face my empty home, my empty bed but I also didn't want to set here a blindly think. Which is worse though? With I sigh I step out of the car and lock the doors before making my way to my home. The interior was quite and dark, not a touch of life other then my own breathing.

I quietly moved to my room, not even bothering to turn on a light. Squeezing out of the tight pants was a lot harder then I thought, the fabric sticking to my skin. I let myself fall into the bed not bothering to get dressed or climb under the cover, the stress of my thoughts eased away as the darkness quickly pulled me under.

(A/N) hey guys! This is just the start so it moves a little slow but the book will pick up. Please let me know what you think so far in the comments?! I want to know so I can make myself a better writer and be able to write stories y'all will like.