I was sinking, the darkness was slowly surrounding me. The depth of the sea was pulling me lower and lower from the surface until I could no longer see the moonlight that glowed from above.
This was it. I knew it was my time.
But,
Who was this silv...
"I just don't know what I did!" I exclaimed while furiously shoving books into shelves causing the whole shelf to shake. Jisoo flinches while cautiously handing me another book.
"She barely looks at me, barely talks to me and has been hiding in her room every chance she gets! What gives?!" I angrily say while snatching the book from her hands and shoving it into the shelf again. Jisoo sighs,
"I don't know what to tell you Jennie, but before you destroy your library, the one that your father built by the way," She points out while sending me a disapproving look. I flinch at the word father while sending her a regret filled look.
When I was younger, my dad had passed away. I don't remember much of my childhood with him but whenever I think of him or when he is brought up, I have a warm feeling. It was as if I had a special bond with him. But it was years ago and I just can't seem to remember much. And my mother had never told me how he died and I never questioned why.
"Maybe we should all go out to a club tonight and just dance. We haven't had drinks since we've been so stressed with the siren situation," she says as we turned around the corner into another shelf. I sigh and go to speak but the sight in front of me had instantly made me freeze.
"Oh," I whisper. Lisa had one hand resting on the shelf while the other one was in her pocket as she spoke, more like flirting, with girl in front of her who was leaning her back against the shelf. The girl was giggling quietly while twirling the tips of her hair with her finger.
The view of Lisa's smile was hurting me more than I could know because that smile was suppose to be for me and me alone. The pain had increased drastically as Lisa leaned closer and whispered something in the girls ear. But, because of our connection, Lisa had stiffened as she had instantly felt my pain and immediately looked around.
"Come on, lets go," Jisoo whispers as she took my arm and began to drag us to another aisle. I look back over to see Lisa staring at us leave with an unreadable expression. Something I'm beginning to get familiar with.
"You know what? Yeah, let's go out tonight." I stated frustratingly as I slammed another book into a shelf. The book shelf shook very hard to the point a book from the back of the shelf fell with a loud thud,
"Ow!" Someone yells out causing me to flinch and facepalm my face,
"Are you ready?" I carefully ask as I softly knocked on Lisa's door. Sadly, Rosé wanted Lisa to come tonight so she wouldn't feel left out and Jisoo being extremely whipped for her girlfriend, begged me to invite her and so I did.
I smoothen out my sparkling long sleeve black dress and tighten my high ponytail as I anxiously waited for Lisa to come out. I was surprised she actually agreed to come.
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