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I was taking a nap when I heard my phone go off. It was a call from Aubrey.
"Hello?"
"Hey best friend," I hear Aubrey joke on the other side of the phone. I roll my eyes.
"What's up?" I laugh.
"Well I'm about to leave for college," he tells me.
We lived in Toronto and Drake and I basically grew up together. We were best friends since forever. But Drake was attending college in the United States so I knew he would be leaving.
"You need to stop by first. I have a present for you," I cheese.
"Oh alright," he tells. "I'll see you in a few."
I hang up and go get him the present. I had gotten him a card with a fifty dollar gift card in it and I got him a sweater with our faces on it. It was corny as hell but it was our favorite picture together.
He texted me, telling me he was outside. I grab his gift and go outside the apartment to meet him at his car.
"Hey," we greet each other.
"How you been? What you been up to sis," he chuckles.
"Nothing. I'm sad you're leaving," I pout. He hugs me.
"Nah it's okay I'll come visit," he tells me.
I had him my gift. "Here you go sir."
"Awww you're so sweet," he kisses my cheek.
I roll my eyes. Me and him talk a little bit outside his car. While we talking, I can tell he's lowkey checking me out.
This summer, I had been working my ass off. I wanted to look right for college. I had been busting my ass in the gym, and every guy was treating me different...but Aubrey wouldn't. We're just friends.
"Aye I got work later so you know...gotta take a nap," he tells me. I nod and wave goodbye. He drives back home.
We'd probably see each other before he left anyways.
I go back inside my apartment and go back to sleep.
Three hours later, I wake up and I have a text from Aubrey on Snapchat.
Yo I got a question?
I reply to him quickly. What's up?
He texted back. Aye you tryna do something?
Now naturally I figured he meant like hang out or something. We always would hang out with each other.
Okay like what?
Hook up.
I had to read his text five times before I could even think of a response. Drake and I had only been friends for so long. I've seen him bag every bitch he ever wanted. He never hinted that he was trying to get with me. I didn't even think he thought I was the slightest bit pretty. Now he's talking about having sex with me.
I look at the text and try to figure out what to say. I know I looked really good...I feel like my outfit was misleading him and now he thinks—
I respond. Ohhh word? hmmmm idk.
It was a lame ass response but I didn't know what to say. I had done stuff before but I was actually still a Virgin. Now loosing it to someone your friends with shouldn't be that bad...but I was also scared it would be a terrible time and Aubrey would be too embarrassed to talk to me against
He texts me back. It's either a yes or no? I mean I don't know if you've done anything or not but it's fine either way.
I had heard a lot of things about Aubrey's erm...sexual experiences. And I wasn't sure if I wanted to be another bitch that he fucked. People spread all types of rumors...said we were fucking and not actually friends. Would this solidify all that?
I text him. I'm not opposed to it...I just don't think it would be a good idea.
I had guys text me before asking to fuck and what not. Whenever I turned someone down, they'd get mad. I was afraid Aubrey would get the same way. He may be my best friend...but he still a nigga like the rest of em.
Why would it be a bad idea? Actually nvm...you don't seem like you're down.
I felt embarrassed lowkey for both of us. I'm sure he regretted asking and I kinda regretted saying no. It wasn't even the fact that I would be having sex with him. It was that I didn't feel that secure in my own body and...I don't know letting him see me naked freaking me out.
Aubrey has a gorgeous body and he's ripped everywhere. Not to mention I heard he packs big. The girls he usually goes for have big butts, small waists. The slim thick kind and the thick kind.
In clothes I could fake a curve but I knew I didn't really look that good.
I texted him back. Are we straight though? Like it's not like I don't wanna do it I just don't usually get with my friends like that.
He responded. Don't worry about it. It's not a big deal.
His message was so blank, I wasn't sure what emotion was going through his head. I texted him back Alright, hoping the conversation would end.
I couldn't believe that. Like I had thought that was just some shit that happened in movies or corny Wattpad stories. Why would Aubrey even want me? He couldn't be that desperate.
I honestly wanted to loose my virginity before college. I wanted to experience everything.
While I was deep in thought, Aubrey texted me again.
All I'm saying is, you should try something new because you never know what might happen.
What might happen? Aubrey didn't seem like the type to take relationships seriously...especially with a girl like me. I wasn't the prettiest compared to the girls he dated and as you can tell... I'm pretty insecure and emotionally unstable.
I never liked relationships. I would do stuff with guys and then chicken out when it got to the big thing. I didn't want any emotional connection to anyone because people would always disappoint me.
I finally respond to his text. Yeah you're right.
He texts me. So are you down?
- - - Hey y'all xx Thank you for reading!!!
It's kinda funny because this imagine is actually based off of something similar that just happened to me lmfao. Hopefully that nigga ain't reading this 💀(nah there's no way).
