Yn POV
"Wow it looks really good from here," I pointed out. We had just arrived at the carnival that came every year.
"Yeah I can see the Ferris wheel from here," he smirks. He asked me out there for the first time last year.
"Okay let's go," I felt adrenaline rushing throughout my body like a five year old child at six flags.
"You're like a little child," he chuckles. We get out the car and head over to the main entrance.
Drake and I had been dating for a year now. It was an amazing year to say the least. I've never been happier with anyone. He was always so kind and patient with me. I wasn't used to that.
But there was one thing that had been on my mind for a while now. In my last relationship, my ex broke up with me because I wouldn't have sex with him.
I can't make this shit up y'all.
*flashback*
"Tremaine I want to I just—," I froze up. I didn't like being put on the spot like that. He gave me an annoyed look.
"What's stopping you then? You clearly don't take this relationship seriously," he huffs.
"I do, I'm just nervous."
"Whatever. What's the point with being with you when I can't even get some."
His words were hitting me like bricks. I had always thought it was a joke or an over exaggeration when girls said that boys left them because they wouldn't let them hit it.
Guess I was experiencing it first hand. It wasn't even like I was purposefully holding out, I was just nervous. Tremaine was my first boyfriend and I wasn't experienced with much. We weren't even dating that long before he started coming at me with all this pressure.
*end of flashback*
Anyways, that happened and I'm scared that it could happen with Drake and I. I mean we've been together a year, I'm sure he is wondering why I always pull away when we get heated or why my face goes red every time we watch a movie with a sex scene.
So I thought maybe it would be better to explain to him at least. Maybe then he'll understand. Or he won't and he'll leave me like Tremaine.
"Are you okay?" His voice pulls me out my thoughts.
"Huh?"
"Baby you look nervous," he creases his eyebrows.
"Oh for that roller coaster," I lie.
"Oh come on you'll be fine," he winks. We go wait in line for it. Roller coasters didn't even make me nervous though but for some I was shaking.
We sat down on the ride and my foot kept moving.
"You wanna get off?"
I collect my thoughts and relax. "no no I'm good," I smile.
I try to forget everything and enjoy the carnival, and I did.
We went on a lot of rides and he won us some nerf guns, I'm kinda excited.
"You wanna get something to eat before we go up there?" I nod and we get some fried Oreos with some pretzels. We just walked around for a bit before it was time to go on the Ferris wheel. He preferred to go when the sunset was close.
"Next in line," the guy ushers us to our seat. "Guess that's us."
We sit and slowly it starts to come up. Very slowly.
"Wait hold on," he says. "Smile for me beautiful."
I hate when he took pictures of me, but the sunset was looking hella nice right at this time so I gave him a smile.
"I'm gonna post these I think," he smiles. "You look so good I hope you know that."
"Stop," I feel my face get red. "Come on look at you."
I roll my eyes playfully at his remark. The sky starts to get darker and we start to move up a bit.
I figure I should tell him now. "Hey can we talk about something really quickly?"
He finishes his post on Instagram and gives me a concerned look. "Yeah I...is everything okay?"
I nod. "Yeah I just wanted to tell you something."
He looks at me. "You have my undivided attention."
"Remember when I was dating Tremaine," I start. He starts getting a little tense. He hated him a lot.
"Is this really what we wanna talk about today?"
"No I mean...you know how I said he broke up with me." He nods. "I never said why."
Drake chuckles. "It doesn't matter why he's an asshole."
I start fiddling with my fingers. "Yn why did he break up with you."
"Cause I'm a Virgin and I wouldn't have sex with him."
There was a good silence for a couple of seconds and then Drake looked at me. "Is that what this is about?"
I nod slowly. He starts laughing and I realize maybe this was a mistake and now I was gonna be stuck on a thirty minute Ferris wheel ride with him.
"Baby do you think that bothers me?"
I didn't know what to think. Like Tremaine, Drake also easily got girls so I knew he was used to having them at his disposal that way. I don't expect him to just hold out for months on months.
"Hey look at me," he whispers. "I figured you were holding out for some reason, I just wasn't sure what it was. But that never mattered to me yn."
I was probably nervous for no reason. But Tremaine really made me insecure about a lot of things and I wasn't sure if he was right and I was the problem or it was just him.
"Don't let whatever he told you get you feeling any type of way. The issue was always him. Whenever you're ready, I'm ready okay?"
I nod. "Okay," he gives me a kiss and pulls me close to him. "I love you and I'll never do you hoe he did you."
"I love you too," I give him a kiss.
I really got lucky.
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