One Voice (Finished)

Chapter Thirty

"Shana I cant just drop everything I have planned and bring you to the airport!"

"But mom!" i say while giving her a look.

I look towards thr front door and see her keys hanging I quickly go to my room and change into faded blue jeans and a plain pink shirt. i throw on flats so i dont have to search for socks. I run towards the front door and grab the keys i unlock our blue Honda and back out Im so glad I just recived my license. I drive fifteen miles down the road just to see Niall. I dont even know why. I pull into the airport pull out the keys and lock the doors I run towards the entrance and see Harry with his hands around some girl. I walk inside and spot Niall right away hes with Alli. I then find louis with Allison. I was disappointed I wanted Harry to be mine and I only wanted Niall because he cares. I shouldve known Alli would be here. Slowly i put my hands in my pockets and walk out with my head down. I glance over to where Harry was before the girls gone, and Harrys smoking. Wait Harrys smoking!? I glide my hand through my hair and walk away I was about to reach the car door when Alli stops me "Shana im sorry!" i turn to see her with Niall. "I am to." I open my car door and slam my head aganist the stearing wheel I just cry. I look up and see Alli waking towards my car I cant talk to her I dont deserve to have her as a friend. I put the key in the ignition and drive.

"Shana im so glad your ok!" my mom says while hugging me I push her off "Im not ok!" she looks at me tears in her eyes "Dont scream around the other children." I walk past her and into my room I was so upset I had notting. I have notting. I throw things around my room a dirty dish, a glass cup breaks. I fall to the floor in tears a piece of the glass accidently cuts me, i like how that felt it took away some of my pain I picked up a chunck of glass and slid it acrosed my wrist my wrist squirted out blood, i felt notting but my feelings being released I kept doing it that was until my father walked in "Whats going on in here?!" he screams while opening the door he looks at me his eyes get huge. He runs over to me and looks at my wrist he screams for my mom I start to feel light headed from my loss of blood. My mother walks in with my 4 year old sister behind her. "Ill call the cops." why is she calling the cops? I did notting but release my pain and anger My dad grabs a nearby shirt and raps it around my wrist. I hear sirens go off someone knocks on our door cops come storming threw my room with a paramedic "Why did you do this?" the paramedic asked while bandaging my wrist.

"To realse my anger and pain" i replied calmy, whats so bad about cutting?

"And how did you get this cast on?" he asked

"by punching a wall."

"alright" he says and wonders off to talk to my parents. im left in my room with two cops. My parents come in and say "I love you, well see you soon." See me soon where am I going? my hands are cuffed in front of me.

"Ow!" I scream out with pain

"Whats wrong?" a cop asks me while pushing me foward.

I hesate and finally spit out my words "My wounds." i look down I cant say cuts.... I finally understand what I did wrong, my wrist are cut and im being arrested.. I ruined my life my career. Why'd I do this? I would have never done this if I had someone to talk to. Im crazy. Im physco. I need help..

the cops lower me into there car. i cry in pain it hurts. The cops get in there seats and buckle. "I need help, bring me to a Mental insutution." i look around did I really just say that? wheres the Shana I know? Harry oh how I love him, "Harry!" i mumble while a tear streams down my face.

"Whatd you say?" the one brunette cop asked sternly while staring in my eyes.

"I said Harry sir." i look down, Harry will never take me back NEVER if he finds out what I did.. I stare out the window singing in my head, Demi Lavato songs of corse. Demi fixed herself up I hope I can we park at Haskins a mental hospital, im meant to be here. Im a stupid crazy bitch! Harry believes that doesnt he? thats why he broke up with me, isnt it? The one cop gently helps me out. I look at him and say "Thank you." he nods. As soon as I walk threw the door the receptionist stares at me, "Shana Finn?" Shana Finn huh? do I know this girl? hows she know my name? I ask just what im thinking "Do I know you?" She stares at me and giggles "No but I know you from 'One Voice' why are you here dollface?"