𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐋 • 𝐆.𝐃

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𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐋

i wake up naturally today, thank god, and immediately checked my phone because i didnt feel like getting out of bed. i noticed I had a bunch of new followers on twitter and instagram. i wasnt sure why so i thought i would investigate. i first checked instagram and saw i was tagged in this:

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graysondolan~ i've been lost in my own world thinking about you🌎❤ @shayliemarie

📸~ ethandolan

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ethandolan~damn bro, you're whipped on a girl you haven't met yet🥴
hannahash~you're lucky i like you. you better treat my baby right or imma commit bottle cap challenge on your head👀
user1~grayson has a girlfriendddd!!!🥴😏
user2~she better treat him right
graysondolan~ ethandolan bro i swear STFU!!!
ethandolan~ graysondolan nah bro you know it's true😉
graysondolan~ ethandolan 👀
ethandolan~ hannahash ouch what abt me🥺
hannahash~ ethandolan bitch you know i love you🤦🏽‍♀️🙄
user3~🛳🛳🛳
shayliemarie~ you're adorable😅❤

i then headed over to twitter to see what magical thing grayson posted here. of course it's the first thing i see in my feed.

graysondolan

out of all the fish in the sea, you caught me and i don't want you to throw me back🐟❤ @shayliemarebear

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i laugh at how adorable he is and decide to facetime him.

"hi" he answers with the biggest smile on his face.

"hi" i laugh at his cuteness

"im guessing you saw them.." he said blushing and looking down.

"of course i did and i love it" i smiled even though he wasn't looking at me.

he looked up and smiled at me then said "i meant every word i said and i promise you that"

now it was my turn to blush. i pushed my phone backwards so the camera was facing the ceiling.

"oh not this again!! i didnt even comment about the fact that you were blushing!!" he whined.

"you just did!" i hovered over the camera then ended it and laughed to myself.

i decided to post and respond back to grayson.

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shayliemarie~he's not perfect but he's all I want🌎❤ graysondolan

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hannahash~if he doesnt treat you right, let me know👀
ethandolan~bro im telling you this out of love and honesty.....grayson got a boner from looking at this.
graysondolan~ ethandolan ETHAN!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!!
graysondolan~ shayliemarie i promise that's NOT TRUE!!!
ethandolan~ graysondolan shayliemarie oh it's true....i can send proof if you want.
graysondolan~ ethandolan im going to kick you in the left nut. i know that ones your favorite
shayliemarie~ graysondolan ethandolan awww sibling love

i got a text from grayson right after that.

grayson: why

me: why what?

grayson: why did you do that to me???

me: broski idk wtf you're talking about.

grayson: the picture shaylie. that picture. i cant get it out of my mind. ethan wasnt lying😏

me: this is my cue to leave fUcKbOy

grayson: i am NOT a fuckboy

me: uh huh sure fuckboi. gtg

and with that i locked my phone and headed downstairs to actually do something for the day.

i see hannah on the couch watching tv as always so i threw a pillow at her.

"HEY!!" she screamed

"i wanna do something today" i said plainly.

"what about you actually hang out with grayson for once" she said without looking at me.

"im not sure im ready to meet him just yet..." i said going to the kitchen to get something to eat.

"why not?" hannah asked following me into the kitchen.

i gave her the 'really bitch' look and said "you know how i feel about love and relationships. im scared to fall again knowing i wont get back up.."

"but i can tell you've already fallen. you've loved grayson as an internet crush since you were 14. you're 19 now and you guys have actually started talking, hannah i can see it in your eyes that it's more than just an internet crush. you need to meet him sooner or later." hannah said while grabbing a granola bar then started to head upstairs to get changed.

"i will I promise.....just not yet" i said the last part quietly and headed upstairs myself.