𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐋
im in the hospital. yes you read that right. basically it's almost the time the doctor said i would pass. things happen and my body just decided to fail on me so here i am. now let's go back and explain what happened.
~flashback~
i woke up and was not feeling good at all. i didn't want to get up but i figured i had to. i stood up and immediately felt nauseous so i layed back in bed. around 9 grayson slowly walked into my room thinking i was asleep but instead i was on my phone.
"oh you're awake" he smiled and walked over to the bed.
"i really wish i wasn't" i threw my phone down and groaned as grayson grew worried.
"what's wrong" he frowned as he grabbed my hand.
"i don't feel good at all. i stood up and didn't feel like i could stand. after that i've just been laying here." i felt like i was going to throw up but i didn't want to get up.
"aw baby you should've texted me then i would've been up here earlier" he lightly stroked my cheek.
"i didn't want to bother you because i thought you had things to do" i frowned and closed my eyes because i wanted to cry.
"you will always come first over any errands i need to do. im going to go make you some soup because you need to eat then i'll come and give you cuddles" he squeezed my hand and gave me a smile.
after he left i started crying because i didn't know what i did to deserve a guy like him. he came back in with a smile but frowned when he saw me crying.
"are you okay? what hurts?" he set my soup down and sat next to me.
"nothing. i just dont know what i did to deserve such an amazing guy like you" he smiled and hugged me then climbed into bed next to me.
".....wanna watch disney plus" he said shyly.
i laughed at his cuteness as i grabbed his hand.
"you know me too well." he chuckled as he grabbed the remote and turned on high school musical.
i was going to sing to every song but i didn't have the energy to. grayson looked at me worriedly after the third song came on.
"shaylie seriously are you okay? you normally sing and dance to every song no matter if you're sick or not"
"i honestly just dont have the energy right now" i frowned and grabbed my soup as it had finally cooled down.
he frowned back at me but shrugged because he knew i wouldn't want him to try to help me have the energy. i sat there feeling very light headed and sleepy so i layed my head on grayson's shoulder and drifted off to sleep.
i woke up because i felt like i was going to throw up so i ran to the bathroom with grayson following after me. i leaned over the toilet and grayson held my hair while he rubbed my back. when i was done i leaned back against the wall and looked at grayson.
"you shouldn't have to keep seeing me like this" i said remembering the last few times this has happened.
"shaylie we are engaged. i love you with all of my heart so i will always be there with you through it all. i don't care what you look like because to me you're always beautiful." he responded with concern in his eyes.
he grabbed my hands to pull me up then brought me to the sink so i could brush my teeth. he held me while i did because i was still very lightheaded. he brought me back to my bed and put the covers over me.
