bughead_stories

trauma

This is part 4 of taken but yoi can read this part without the other three. You only need to know that Betty was kipnapped by malachi and Penny for three daus. And that she needs to proces the traume she has been trough.

Betty p.o.v

I am in the same dark room again. It is cold and i get scared. Everythign is dark, i don't see a thing. It is quiet it is so quiet that i hear my own hartbeat beating in my chest.
Suddenly a loud click sound fades in the room. And in the corner of the room shines suddenly a light. The light gets brighter and i see in what room i am. I am in the dungeon again. With the same cold floor on my once warm body and now cold as stone. With the same beick wall with blood spalshes on it.

From me and from other victims before me. Then i hear footsteps, they are heavy and i look up to see a human standing 3 feet away from me. But what is weird is that the human doesn't have a face. It is white but how longer i look the more it forms a face.

The face forms the monster that hurted me the most.

Malachi. But his eyes are white, no color in then only white. With the same terible smile as he always showed me qhen he touched me. I try to scream but i can't my mouth doesn't open. I can't move.

But i see him move.
He moves to me, he comes closer and closer. And when he was right before my eyes he laughed in my face. And started kicking me woth his foot.

I scream awake from the awful nightmare. I sit up right in Jugheads bed and start breathing havily. Again another nightmare, they are always diferent but kind of the same. It always is malachi and i end up always breathing havily when i wale up.

It is now 1 week ago that they took me, and i can tell you that i changed. Every hard sound scares me, the dark scares me but also boiling water because i always feel that i get burned again.

I feel Jughead moving next to me and i know that he i awakining. I sleep in his trailer because i don't wanna be alone. But if i am 100 percebt honest i am mad at Jug. And i think he knows it to.

I know i need him and i love him, but he could have prevented it. Tell me if i am wrong!?

I know it is not entirly his fault i know. But i called him, if he just picked up he could have saved me before Malachi kivked me, slapped me, burnt me, wipped me, raped me.

Those memorries don't fade that easily. And they never will.

I feel arms around me and i know that they are jugheads, i melt in his arms and he puts me in his lap. Baby, it is gonna be okay. Just listen to my voice baby. I hear him say in my ear while stroking my hair softly.

Jug i am scared, i mumble towards him and i hear him sigh sadly. I always say that, i say not much annymore but if i say something i say this 99 percent of the time. Because i am.

I feel like i can be ripped of my life again just like the first time. I feel like Jughead can abonden me just like the first time. But i haven't talked about it sith him yet.

But i think it is time for me to show him my anger towards him. That he is not that easy forgiven.

Jug? I say to him when my breathing is back to normal again. Yes Betts? He syas back while still strocking my blonde haor softly. Why didn't you pick up shen i called you 10 days ago? I ask him as softly as possible.

I feel him tense in my arms and he stops steoking my hair. He sighs sadly before awnsering my qeustion. I taight that hanging out with my friends was more importent then that phone call. He says quietly towards me.

I abruptly stand up. He taught that pooling and laughing with his stupid friends was more important then awnsering the phon to his FIRLFRIEND. but jug, i am you're girlfriend. I say to him while looking mad in his sad eyes full of guilt and regret.

I know that betty, and there isn't a thing in my life that i regret more then not picking up on that phone call. I blame myself for what happend and i know you blame me too. But you ahve every right to, i could have prevebted this. But i need you to know that i love you so much.

And that want to help you trough all of you're pain you feeling right now. I want to know you're fears. And i want you to wake me up when you have a nightmare. I want to help you. I meed to help you, because i pove you so so so damm much. He says softly to me while walking slowly to me.

He walks to me and cups my cheeks. I look at his eyes and nod slowly. I forgive you, i say to him while looking in his eyes. I forgive him, and i need him. I need his help to help me woth the nightmares with the sick feeling i feel when it is dark outside i need his help.

4 weeks later.
I am now exactly a month out of that dungeon i was once in. And i can tell you that i got better. And i did. I can also tell you that i forgot all that had happend to me, but if i told you that i would tell you lie.

Because i sertanly didn't forget it. And i know for sure that i never will. My nightmare are still here but malachi fades night by night day by day more away.

And i know that now they are memories were i can tell you every detail from. But after a long time, they will be in the back of my head. And i will not dream about ir annymore, i will not think about it every second of the day annymore.

But first i have a long road to take. But i take it not alone. The road that i chose is woth Jughead  and i know that he will walk with me. And help me when i fall.

Because he love me and i love him.

Because i forgive him.

Well that was part 4 of taken. But i named it different because i think it is differnet then the other three. Please tell me what you tought about this part and about the serie. And maybe if like to see anothsr serie like this tell me.

I am always open for suggestions.

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