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happy birthday juggie

Betty p.o.v
The cold winter air washes over me, but i don't flinch from the cold. I kneel infront of the place were I cried for hours and hours long. My nouse is red from the cold and so are my hands.

When i look at my hands a start to let my tears fall. It is still there, the beautiful ring that i got from him. It was perfect the little crown that i really wanted on my ring is there, i love you is written on the inside of the ring.

It is already 3 years ago, and now above my ring that i got from Juggie is now a different ring placed. It is gold one and has a small pink diamond in the front. It has the same beauty in it and the same love.

I look back at the gravestone were the name of my first love is written. I trace the letters with my fingers and more tears roll over my cold cheek. I laugh quitly at the tought of his first birthday that we celebrated together. I started talking to the gravestone.

"Hey Juggie, i just rememberd you're first birthday when we were together. You were so mad when you found out i trew you a party. But that part i just forget, i do remember the part were i showed you my selfharm scars on my palms. I rememberd the feeling i got when you embraced that, when you helped me trough it and not pushed me away" I say to the gravestone i sit down on the cold ground that is coverd in snow. And play a little with my rings.

I start speaking again.

"I was actually really scared to come back here Jug and i wanna say that i don't know why but i do. I was scared that i don't have the right annymore, because i gave love annother change. But then i rememberd you're last words to me"

promise me you find a great guy Betts, promis me that you don't forget me. But also promise me that you don't give the fault on love, because love isn't why i die now. It is cance, not love, so give it a second change. For you and Juliet, please. Find a great guy, or girl no judgement here. And find happines by that person, find love again. And you know when you need me just look up and i am there for you.

I smiled at the memory of his last words, even tho he was saying his last words, he taught about me, and our beautiful daughter. See she was 2 when he died, so she doesn't remember him. But i decided not to lie to her. Micheal is amazing and i love him so much, but it is not her father. Jughead is her father, and that is the truth me and Micheal tell her.

And i move on talking to Juggie. "So Juggie i did that, 8 months after you died i met Micheal. First i was so scared to tell him i have a daughter or about you. Or to even date again, but i am so happy i made the step. And i can tell you Jug that i am so happy with him. But i still miss you. But i don't love Micheal more or less then you, I love him difrently. i still love you with all my heart but i know that i need to let you go now. So i decided to give you your ring back."

And with that i pulled the ring Juggie gave me 6 years ago off my finger, and and tied the ring with the ribbon around the red rose that I had brought with me. I looked a long time at the empty rose in the white snow with the ring that made me smile and cry for years. But when i looked up i saw him.

Jughead he was different and i know that it was his spirit, he smiled at me and nodded as saying it was okay for me to let him go. I smiled at him and said to him, "happy birthday Juggie, i love you but i let you go now"

I let tears fall on my cheek and see him still smiling at me.

He nodded again and walked away into nothing. When he dissapeared i didn't feel sadness or anger for leaving me like i used to feel. I felt happy, i am happy now. But i will never forget him.

I stood up and before i walk away i look up at the sky, i smile because i know that he is there. And i know that he will protect me and love me even from above. "Happy birthday Juggie" i speak again now tot the sky. I turn my head to the car now and see my fiancee waiting for me with a warm smile.

I turn around and walk away from the red rose in the snow. I let him go

Well that was that, i just got his idea and i tought it was really good. Also if you don't believe in ghosts or spririts or something that is fine but please don't hate on other believes. Also please let me know if you cried. Because i cried and i wrote it for heavens sake.

907 words my angels.