bughead_stories

only friends?

This oneshot is inspired by oneshots from the amazing, littlebugheadjones
Thank you that I could use you're idea. Hope you like what i did with it xoxo.

Betty p.o.v
I'm making myself ready for our camping trip that we do every year. And when I speak of we, I mean. Myself, Veronica Lodge, Archie Andrews and the one and only Jughead Jones.

We are friends since like forever. I was the last one to the group, because V, Arch and Juggie are all a year and a half older then me. But I got in the group because our parents are all really good friends.

And since the day the group met me, when I was old enough to talk and walk we clicked admidietley. So now it's the four of us.

Well except for at school, because they are a year older then me they are also in school. Luckily I got my other really great friend then, Kevin.

My gay bestfriend, and is the perfect for a gossip and a shoulder to cry on when you need it.

But back to real life. Were now all in Archies truck he is riding to fox forrest were we camp every year. We first put all the tents up, and then we start swimming and putting a campfire on. And sit and talk around it.

But the whole I couldn't help but stare longinly at Juggie. I love him so much more then friends, but I'm scared. I'm scared that I'm not enough, that I will never be enough to be more as a friend for him.

He only had one girlfriend, and don't get me wrong he sometimes has some hook ups with random girls. But he's not a player.

But now were sitting around teh campi fire, it is 7 in the evening. And it's still light outside. My friends were busy talking with each that they didn't even seem to notice me.

You see they are older then me, so they are in a different school year as me. And well everything they talk about I don't really get. So they decided to let me just out of it. But yeah in moments like these I feel always really sad.

It's like I'm the loser of our little group. Like I don't 100 percent fit in. That I'm not good enough for them, and don't get me wrong I love them and they love me. But I'm like the outcast of the school, I only have kevin in the school so sometimes I get really sad when they don't include me in things you know?

I was pulled back in the real world when I felt my phone buzzing. I looked doen and saw Kevins contact, I awnser the call. Heeyy kev, I say to him while look at my friends, and they are still busy with they're selves.

Betty omg, something happend and I don't know if you like it or not. He says in a rush, I almost laugh at his fast talking with so much emotion in it. Yea what can I say Kev loves drama.

Jeez kev slow down, what is going on. I say to him, amd notice that my friends are still busy with they're selves. Betty you're super hot sex buddy is back. He says in a wisper, and that made me freeze.

I stand up quickly and walk deeper in the woods, still thinking of what Kev said. Waht do you mean kev, I say this tume more sternly.

I mean Betty, that you're super hot sex buddy is back. He says to me over the phone, this time in a more calmer way. But...but he can't be back, he left. After a week of... being together, he left. I said while my voice was cracking thinkin about wjat things I mean.

Yes it's true I had my first time with Trev Brown, and I don't think you guys know him. Soo he is super hot (not as hot as Jughead tho) and he stole my virginnity. We had sex secretly the whole week. And then he left, because he needed to "experience all the pleasures the world can give"

So yeah, he left me heartbroken. And I didn't know what to do. But what the hard part is, that Arch, V and Jug don't know about this. See they're all busy with they're own problems. And they are not waiting on a 16 year old crying because she had sex for the first time.

So yeah, they don't know about any of this. So I was talking to keving for a bit more and when we said out goodbeys and hang up. I turned around and saw my friends standing there with eyebrows upwards and eyes looking qeustionly at me.

Because well they don't have a cleu of what is going on right now. Who is back, and why are you sad about it. Veronica admidietly asked, so they heard my conversation. Great...

Uhmm, no one. I say trying to sound like I was telling the truth, but failing misserbally, because I am the worst lyer on this planet alive.

Yeah sure, now tell us the truth. Jughead said to me, in his stern sarcastic tone that he uses a lot. I sigh in defeat, and just shake my head. I don't want to confess with Archie and Veronica standing next to him. Don't get me wrong, I love them. But they're both so populair and beautiful. And are players, and I just fele so pathetic telling them this story.

It's like Jug can read my mind because when he looks in my eyes he turns to Arch and V. He nods to them saying he got thsi, and they walk of to the campfire.

I crouch down and sit on the dirt ground leebing against a big tree. Jug sighs and sits next to me, after 3 minutes of a comfertable silence I start talking.

They guy I lost my virginnity to is back, and I don't know what to do. I confess to him quietly, I feel him tense and he wraps is arm around my shoulder, I put my head on his shoulder. I love this, I always feel so safe in his arms. It's like a blanket around me that protects me for everthing and everyone that tries to hurt me in the world.

I didn't even know you lost you're virginnity. He says trying to hide his hurt but failing misserbally. Only kev did. I say to him while closing my eyes, just listening to his steady heartbeat, beating his chest. Forgetting everything.

Why didn't you tell me, jug asks his voice sounded hurt with a hint of anger in it. I tilt my head of my place on chest and look into his eyes, I sigh in defeat and decide to just tell him. I didn't think yoi wnated to hear it. I say to him looking at my hands in my lap, that are fondling nervously.

Why did you think that, he says to me back and pulls my chin up with his fingers so that I'm looking into his bleu green eyes that are boring into my soul.

Bevause Jug, I'm just a sixteen year old who exprienced a thing that you already have been trough years 2 years ago. Why would you wanna hear my heartbroken story, about a guy who left me after a week of us having sex. I say to him, at first I tried to me mad at him but I just broke into tears.

Oh betts, he says to me in a sweet voice. All the anger long gone, only love and sweetness in his voice. Betty, you're my best friend. I want to hear everything, that you expiernece. And losing you're virginnity is a big deal. Doesn't matter how old you are. And also I want to kick that guy so badly. He says to me in a serious voice. I laugh at his last sentence and nod at his words.

And then after 6 minutes of us just looking into each others eyes, he brings his head closer to me. I close my eyes and finally after years and years of dreaming of this moment I felt his lips on my lips. I smile at the feeling and kiss him back admidietly.

After our kiss we look again in to each others syes, I want to be more then just firends. I say to him, with a big smile on my face. He smiles to and brings his hand on my cheeck stroking it softly. Were we really just friends? He said to me laughing.

I shake my head giggeling and attack him with kisses.

Oh god I love him so much. And finally he is not. Just my friend, he is my love.

Well that was rocky road. Sorry for not posting for a pretty long time. I really try to post more, but I didn't feel like writing that much this past month. And I hate it, so I hope that I will post next week again. I will try.

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