The Bad-tempered Series 5: THE INTRIGUING LOVE

♛❤ Chapter 25❤♛

♛❤ Chapter 25❤♛

Yzylla:

I'm not drunk! Pero kung nakalalasing man ang nararamdaman ko ngayon kay Ross—then I wanna drank of this crazy sensation.

I felt her responding on my kisses now. Napaungol ako—this was the best feeling I had ever felt in my f***ing doomed life!

Pero ako na ang kusang bumitaw bago pa man kung saan umabot—at baka kung ano ang isipin niya sa'kin. I wanna have a good record this time—with her.

"Ross, let's get inside.. It's cold here." She was biting her lower lip and seemed didn't anticipate that retreat. Hindi ito nagsalita at naunang pumasok saka tinungo ang kwarto nito. Hinatid ko siya at huminto ito sa tapat ng pintoan. I opened the door for her.

We both silently got inside saka ito humarap sa'kin. Her eyes were confused and got lots of questions to ask.

The first time I had noticed her like this..

"Do you..like me, Yzylla?" I was bombarded by that candid question that I didn't expect! Her eyes were diving the deepest of my soul—searching for my earnestness.

"I like you, so damn much, Axiel Ross—"

"I think I like you, too. Yeah, that's what I am bothering to tell you." W-What? Hindi ako magalaw—I was seemed in the cloud nine hearing what she blatantly confessed!

"You hugged me several times when I had that nightmare—I like that warmth.. I didn't know I could feel that besides myself—yours are much more peaceful.. It makes me forget those things I visioned everynight." She was sad upon telling me that. Her voice was shaky and she was back to being so vulnerable.. Let me be your hero, baby..

"Come, I'll sleep with you." Gabi-gabi ba siyang ganito? Yung napapanaginipan niya ang nangyari sa mga magulang niya? I pulled her on her bed and stay on her side. Ipinikit niya ang kaniyang mga mata while facing towards me.

I touched her face. So soft and so delicate. We were breathing the same air. "I like you, Axiel Ross because that's what my heart feels." I seriously hissed. Napalunok ako nang kumibot ang mga labi niya saka nagmulat ito ng mga mata.

"My life is a mess, Yzylla."

"I am more glad to be part of it, baby.. Please let me kiss you again. Na-miss kita ng sobra." She shut her eyes when I kissed her wet lips again. I cupped her face and deepen my kisses—she was responding and was like giving me more access to her body and soul.

Her hands brushed my hair and that felt so good. I switched and was now on top of her. I was careful not to mistakenly touch her healing wound.

I let her lips go for me to see her directly. God, this woman was everything—I felt something deeper for her. "I will protect you, Ross.. And I could kill someone for you—just to feel you safe." Saka ko siya siniil ulit ng halik. I kissed her from her forehead to her nose and down to her lips.

Idiniin ko ang sarili ko sa kaniya—feel that, baby.. We were both breathing hard and catching air to breathe—still, I was only sensually kissing her. From her neck to her lips and vice versa. I just want her to feel this same feeling she gave me..

I have to control myself! Things were still fast for her and I didn't want to ruin my record. I layed again on her side and hugged her from behind.

"Let's sleep, baby.. I'm here.." Saka ko isiniksik ang sarili ko sa balikat niya at nakangiting ipinikit ang mga mata.

Tomororow's a different day.

***

I and Ross flew back to the city by the next day and was comfortable with eachother since that night. After we arrived, dumiretso na muna siya sa bahay niya para kumuha ng iilang gamit bago kami magpunta sa Pah.

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Ross:

I couldn't help not to glanced to our hands clasped at nakapatong sa isang hita ko. This is awkward and too damn fast, Axiel Ross. Pero meron akong kailangan sa kaniya—I wanna proposed that to him.

"Is it really a must to meet up your family, Yzylla? I mean, we just like eachother." Sabi ko saka ito nagbitaw ng kamay. His eyes were back on the road—he was driving now in serious mode, huh?

May masama ba akong nasabi?

"Yzylla, about last night?" Hinatid niya ako sa bahay and right before he went back inside his car, I called him.

I wanna clear things out lalo na sa sinabi ko kagabi. Nagsalubong ang mga kilay niya at sumilay ang pilyong ngiti nito pagkatapos.

"Should I kiss you again?" See? He was thinking that one—hindi yun ang ibig kong pag-usapan, God..

"Not that. You told me, you wanna help me, right? I don't wanna lie to you—I like you because I want you. I want your identity beside me, Yzylla—you know what I mean, right?" He was standing in front of me—his eyes were firmer and darker. Ang kaninang mga kamay niyang nakahawak sa bewang ko ay ibinulsa nito sa suot na leather jacket. He was disorganized. Siguro hindi niya nakuha ang ibig kong sabihin—it was all registered.

"Ang ibig kong sabihin—"

"I got it, Axiel Ross. I got it." He let out this deep breathe. "You like me because you want my identity, right? That's clear. At gaya nga ng sinabi ko—I will help you.." Ah, great.. Pero obviously his words were too heavy.

"Samahan mo ako sa Pah bukas—we'll meet my family. Hindi maniniwala ang mga tao sa paligid not unless my family knows first." Tumango ako. That would be fine to me. I perfectly understood what he meant by that—ipapakilala niya ako sa pamilya niya bukas.

And next to the society and business.

"You want to use me, right?" Ibinalik ko ang tingin ko sa kaniya. He got my attention back from that reverie.

"Use you? What are you trying to imply?" His words were so sour and bitter this time. I didn't say that! I was only trying to be vocal and honest—hindi ako yung tipo ng tao na may mabulaklaking bibig. Sinasabi ko kung ano ang nasa isipan ko coz I don't wanna lie.

Isang malalim na hininga na naman ang binitawan niya—as if this was too hard for him. "Look, Yzylla—you still have time to back out from this mess. I told you, my life is too complicated at 'di ko gusto ang mandamay ng tao. Please, let's go back to the city." And he did step the car's brake. His eyes were full of anger but only staring at the car's wheel. Anong ikinagagalit niya? Gusto ba niyang magsinungaling ako?

"I want you in my life, Ross because I like you. And knowing that it's completely different from your views—I totally respect that pero hindi ko alam kung ba't ang bigat lang sa dibdib na marinig yun. But just what I have said—I will help you." So, I just..hurt him of what I blatantly said. Kaya pala siguro may mga taong mas pinipiling magsinungaling for them not to feel bad about something? But that ain't me..

There was sadness in his eyes yet he tried to conceal it and plastered his beautiful-fake smile. Alam ko na—I was wrong for overly being too mean..

"Use me all you want, okay? And today, I will introduce you to my family as my girlfriend.." Use me all you want.. Was he even serious? He then held my left hand again and started driving.