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B E B A C K
1 year. 2 days. 7 hours. 36 seconds. It's been a year, 2 days, 7 hours, and 36 seconds since that day happened.
I didn't moved on, and maybe never will be.
Someone called your name and I turn my back to look for you. I roam my sight around. No signs of you. Maybe this is just like the other days I'm expecting on seeing you. Maybe just another day on hoping that you're still be with me. Maybe just another day of reminding me on how foolish I am to lose you.
I'm just hallucinating things...turned out that it's you. Turned out that it's you I loved and will be love...
The breeze is making me churned up. I fixed my hair and turn to step forward with my eyes on my book.
It's just the fifth day of class and the activities were not letting me off.
"Hey! What's up, men?" Isang masiglang bati ang narinig ko mula sa unahan ko na naging dahilan para tumigil ang mundo ko.
Sumikip ang aking dibdib at parang may malaking bato na bumara sa lalamunan ko.
That familiar British accent. That familiar baritone voice. That familiar husky tone.
I knew it!
" Lee, how are you man?" " Lee, you're getting older! If y'know what I mean..." Baby Lee! Ohmy, bro! Ikaw ba talaga yan?!!"
His friends beamed at him. I can hear laughters and happy snorts.
I can't stop myself... I can't stop myself on looking at you.
Maybe drooling at you! You've got better as far as I remember! Alam kong iba ka na...of course, I'm updated through social media. We're not friends but we have mutuals. One that I'm thankful cause I can keep an eye on you.
Masaya kayong nag-aapiran, may banggaan ng katawan at hindi rin maiwasan ang misanang mahinang suntukan.
The way I set my eyes on you, you never really changed. It's still you but you're just more appealing, taller and more manly.
Nakaramdam na ang mga kaibigan mong nakatitig ako....na dati ay mga kaibigan ko rin. Alam kong mas ramdam mo yun dahil sayo lang ako nakatingin. Alam mo pero hindi mo binigyan ng pansin.
Binalewala mo katulad ng pag- balewala ko sayo noon, at yun ang masakit.
Ramdam ko ang pag-init ng aking mga mata. Napapalunok ako para mawala ang nakabara sa lalamunan ko... Kinakabahan ako pero mas nasasaktan. Hindi ka nagbago... Pero hindi na ikaw yung batang parati kong kalaro sa parke katabi ng ating bahay noon. Hindi na ikaw yung batang palagi kong pinagsasabihan kung may umaaway sakin. Hindi na... Lahat ng kaibigan mo tumigil na sa pangungulit sayo para tingnan ako.
