Dark Skies |Huidawn|

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Sexual assault warning! ⚠️ symbol will be used to mark start/stop and most of chapter will discuss the aftermath.

I sat in class next to asshat. He put an arm around me. I tried to pull away but he was stronger than me, my body slumped from defeat. I looked into my teachers eyes as she turned around. I hoped she would see the look they held. She ignored me and turned back to the board to write. Asshat scoffed, "you think it's that easy to get away. No one dares to go against me." He leaned into my ear.

"I can touch you right here and she wouldn't do a damn thing." I looked at my notebook as I tried to forget the awful feeling in the pit of my stomach.

Find someone else to pick on, leave me alone please.

His arm stayed around me.

I shut my locker after I took my bag out. I rushed out the door to beat asshat. Unfortunately he came behind me and my stomach turned like my body recoiled from him too. He took my hand and jerked me to his car. The door was opened and told me to get in. I shook my head, knowing it wouldn't be in my favor, and he grabbed me, shoving me in. I rubbed my head, it had hit the car on my way in.

I buckled my belt.

He started the car and began driving. My door was locked, I noticed as my hand instinctively reached for it. He drove fast and I clutched my legs, my nails dug into my thighs. I could hear my heart in my ears and I wondered if he could head it too. If my fear made him happy.

We turned into my neighborhood. Thank god he's taking me home.

He parked in front of my house. I looked at my hands as he got out and opened my door. He pulled me by my shirt up my porch.

"Unlock it." My hands shook as I fumbled with my keys. Finally I got them in the door.

"Parents home?" Asshat asked.

I shrugged.
"Hello!" He yelled. There was no response even as I pleaded, prayed to god and promised I would do anything. He drug me upstairs, finding my room instantly.

"Has he been in here?" I nodded and he grunted in response.

He pulled me to the bed and forced me to look at it. "Did he fuck you here on this bed?" I shook my head and he grabbed my hair and pulled it tightly. My eyes stung, he kept his grip tight. "Don't lie to me." He growled.

"...yes.." I managed. He released my hair violently and pushed me onto the bed.

"I'll have to take that memory away for you then." I shook as I laid there, why does he hate me this much. I want to run from him. God, make him leave, let me die already.

I buried my face in my bed. I saw Hui when I closed my eyes. His laugh, his smile, I saw him over me. He kissed my body and I laid there out of breath. Taking in his beauty, he was over top of me. I smiled as his skin met mine. I felt warm and safe. He made me feel warm and safe.

If he never made me feel that then this wouldn't be happening.

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I cried out as I heard asshat unbuckle his pants. I heard the clink of his belt hitting the floor. His hands were on me. He harshly pulled off my pants. I cried quietly in the bed. I imagined I was elsewhere. I pretended for a moment that I was Hui. I was gone and no one knew where I was. I could hide but at the same time be free.

My underwear were pulled off. I sobbed, I wanted so badly for it to be a dream. But I could feel him on top of me. He grunted and groaned, I continued to cry. Why aren't you at home mom? Why aren't you here? He couldn't do this if you were here.

After his relentless grip on me he stopped, he got off of me and put his clothes back on. I heard the door close, a minute later I heard the front door close. I tried to cry but all that came was a small sob. I held myself and closed my eyes.

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I didn't get up the next morning. My mom must've had work early because I was never woken up. I lifted my body and groaned. Everything hurt, I just wanted to sink away and have it stop. I couldn't go to school, there was no way I was facing Asshat. I got up slowly and picked up my clothes. I put on a monotone face and put them in my hamper. I headed to my shower and turned on the water. I took off my shirt, in the mirror I saw my bruises had turned purple. There were hand prints on my stomach and waist and a few scratches on me. I held it all in as I  stepped into the shower, going through my normal routine, hoping feebly that I could forget.

"You let him ruin everything we had. You did not even stop him. Pathetic." Hui was behind me, I sunk to the ground at his words. I looked up at him with my tired eyes.

"Go away I don't want to see you anymore." I mumbled and he crouched down beside me. His clothes were soaked through with water.

"You know that's a lie, you and I both do."

His hands rubbed my back massaging me gently.

"Where would you be without me, baby?"

"None of this would've happened if I never met you."

He smiled, "your life would have been so dull. Admit it already, you can stop pretending. Your just lying to yourself." He said, I turned and he was gone.