-SANDER SIDES- X Reader ONESHOTS

Remus X Reader P1

(im scared)

(This is the story part, next one is actual smut)

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I banged my fist on the table, my hand began turning red. Blood rushed from my feet to my face, I was boiling with anger. I was so angry and so sad at the same time, nothing felt like it was gonna be the same after this but I don't know. I've had lots of fights with him so it may stay.

I looked into my mirror, parts of the mirror were shattered on the floor. I saw my reflection and started to bawl my eyes out, tears ran from my tear ducts and to the ground. I choked out, my throat burning from the saltiness of my crying.

"Are you okay?" I heard a voice from behind me "Fuck off, Roman" I growled at the voice, looking down at my feet. I heard footsteps coming from behind me, getting louder and louder. I shivered when I felt a hand on my shoulder, I turned my head "Remus?" I raised a brow "Are you alright?" I shook my head and pushed him away from me.

Remus stumbled back a few steps "What's wrong? Did Roman do something?" He asked me, putting his hands on his hips and grabbing something from behind him "He cheated on me again - I thought he was gonna change" I rubbed my eyes and croaked out a response. Remus came next to me again "I can kill him for you" A part of me wanted that, the other half wasn't sure.

Either way, I smiled. Tears wouldn't stop falling however, the tears fell over my smiling cheeks and onto my legs. "I would say yes, but I know that we'd both regret it sooner or later" I chuckled lightly. Remus crouched down to my height and whispered in my ear "Would we?" I looked at him, eyes staring back into his, he was dead serious.

"Would we?" I asked him "No" He grinned at me and stood back up normally at regular height. "Wait- why do you care about how I am?" I asked him "You're a great person, you don't deserve to be treated as harshly as you do" Now that I look at him, Remus looks nothing like his brother, if anything.... He looked better.. 

"How am I such a great person? I mean - Roman doesn't think so" I put my head in my hands "It doesn't matter what he thinks" Remus snapped, spitefulness was hidden in his voice but somewhere I could sense it. "Is that comment about how you hate him- Or something else?" I asked with a bit of a suggesting tone.

"I want to be closer with you" Remus blurts out "I feel like you're friends with all of the other sides, but not me" Remus confesses. I stand up and take his hands in mine, I smile up at him "So is Roman gonna die, or what?" I chuckle as does he.

"Let's wait til it starts to get dark" Remus stares down at me, his eyes wander over my face. "What's the plan exactly?" I question "You'll confront him, asking him to come with you to the forest. Then I'll come out and attack him. Then after all of that, we bury him, and we get cover stories" Remus explains and I smirk at the boy.

"Cover stories?" I tilt my head "of course. You could of been.... In your room crying while it all happened, and mine could be.. Well.." He thinks for a moment "You could be comforting me? We could of been watching movies all day to get over him?" I suggest "Sounds great! We should certainly do that after this" We both agree to it.

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It's been around two hours before finally getting dark, I was in place. My hair was put behind me, I was wearing some clothes that were easy for me to run in but still looked really nice. I took one last look in my cracked mirror before leaving to Roman's room.

I knocked on the door and he opened straight away, he engulfed me in a giant hug "Oh, Y/n! I know you'd come back! I'm so sorry for that - it's not what you think! I was just hanging out with her and-" I shushed him "It's okay, I'll forgive you maybe if.." I looked away for a second "You come hang out with me in the forest?" I ask him.

"huh- Why would we be in the forest?" I give the fakest smile to him "Adventure. We could go hiking, like you always wanted." Some plans of Remus's were changed, I was gonna do the killing, and he was gonna help me dispose of the body. This seemed very wrong, lots of anxiety was rushing through my veins, but something told me it was gonna be okay.

"OH! Finally, I've been waiting forever to go hiking with you!" Roman gushes over me, he wraps an arm around my shoulder and pulls me close. I wince slightly from his touch, he notices this and asks me what's wrong "Oh, nothing- Just a little cold" I smile at him. "Here I'll keep you warm" his embrace makes me feel colder than before "t-thanks" we then head off.

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We headed out the door and entered the forest's entrance, there were tall trees and lots of scenery. "Oh, look! That'd be a great spot, don't you think?" I point up to a nice cliff side "Oh, wow. Good eye. You think you can make it all the way up there?" he asks me "Of course, I just haven't gone on hikes with you because I thought they were boring" I admitted.

"Oh- so what changed?" he asked me "I realized-" I thought for a moment "-It made you happy, and your happiness isn't boring" I lied to him, feeling a little uneasy about the killing now. Roman gave me a kiss on my head "That's so romantic, thanks" he told me. This made me dislike him even more, I don't know why but that action just annoyed me.

Me and Roman made our way up the cliff, the dirt would scrape along the ground as we each stepped. We were around a quarter of the way when Roman turned to me "You're so beautiful, you know that right?" I heard this many times, he would always say this. "mhmm" I hummed, not wanting to actually talk to him.