Trapped with him Part 2

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I woke with the sunlight in my eyes making me groan and turn the other way. My half open eyes shook wide open when I saw Mena sleeping next to me.

I could hear the light snores coming from his mouth as he was in a deep sleep. My heart froze, I completely forgot where I was and why I was here.

I sat up instantly and tried to compose myself. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes again, I couldn't understand how someone I loved so much could be able to hurt me the most. I didn't want to risk waking him up so I pulled off the duvet and was about to stand up and head to the bathroom when I heard Mena's voice.

"I see your awake" he said groggily

Those few words alone led me to freeze in my place. I turned to look at him and he had a smug smile on his face.

"Don't worry, I'm not a desperate hoe who snuck her way back into your bed." I said rudely and stood up

"I never said you were"

"But I bet you were thinking it. You tell me you never want to see me again and I come crawling back to you. It wasn't like that though" I said while tying my hair into a bun

"I know. My mum told me everything" he said to me gently

I couldn't think of another comeback to release my anger. I just simply stood up but Mena's hand pulled my arm back leading my to fall back into the bed. His brown eyes looked right back at mine. My legs began to shake with all the tension that was rising between us, that I pushed his arm off me and went to the bathroom, where I released all my tears. How are we so close but so far away at the same time.

After a few minutes I washed my face and prepared myself to face him again. I just wanted to leave this house and never see him again. It would make it easier.

When I got out the bathroom I see Mena sat up on the bed using his phone.

"My hoodie looks good on you" he said as I walked into the room

"Don't mess with me. I had no other clothes to keep me warm. I'll give it back to you the moment I get home"

"Y/N, why are you being like this? I'm trying to lighten the tension and your making it worse"

"If I remember correctly, your the one who accused me of cheating and said you never wanted to see me again. So why would you want to be so friendly with a so called cheater"

He didn't respond to that.

"Can you please take me home? I don't want to intrude your home any longer" I said and went to grab my shoes

"Yeah I can't do that. Have you seen the snow, were practically trapped inside"

Anxiety ran through my veins as I ran to the window and looked outside to see that he was right. The snow was too deep to drive home.

"Then looks like I have to walk it home"

"Are you crazy, your house is like 2 miles away, you won't be able to handle  that amount of snow. Just stop being stubborn and stay over a few more nights"

For some reason the idea of being trapped made my heart beat increase and my chest feel tight. I've had this before it's a panic attack. I was suddenly struggling to breathe and I sank against the wall. Mena instantly rushed to my side and held my hand.

"Y/N I need to you to listen to my voice and breathe with me." He said calmly and reassuringly.

I tried to focus on his gentle voice which was counting breathes and providing me with instructions of what to do next. After what felt like an eternity I had brought my breathing back to normal. That overwhelming experience had led my to burst out crying and Mena grabbed me and pulled me to his chest. Although I wanted to fight him off I didn't have the energy.

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