Coffee & Kisses

35

The sudden gesture caught Yoongi off guard, making him freeze up for a second. He didn't know who it was so he whipped his head around, seeing a familiar shining face. It was Hoseok.

  "Hey Hyung.." Hoseok said softly, holding the older tightly. Now knowing that it was Hoseok Yoongi relaxed, he was used to the younger's over-affectionate ways, often offering comfort in the form of hugging and affection than words.

  "Hey Hobi." Yoongi said just as softly, a sudden wave of tiredness washing over him. Hoseok then took the older's hand and walked him over to Yoongi's small room. Hoseok day Yoongi on the mattress and patted his back, letting the older know that he didn't have to talk but could just pour out his emotions. With that unspoken trust Yoongi began to tear up for what felt like the umpteenth time that day to him.
    He was so tired of everything and anything, Jimin being careless with his heart, Taemin being himself, and how his life had derailed so quickly in such a short span of time. Slowly but surely, anger began to grow and fester inside him, not at anyone in particular, but just at himself. For being so stupid with love, allowing Jimin to take that empty seat next to him at that party that neither of them cared about, caring too much for the younger, letting himself fall into this stupid love trap, and to love the other so much as he did. Knowing it was unrequited made the growing hole in his heart even larger.
   Jimin was his everything, and it was all gone like that.

It's your fault. A voice whispered inside his head.

Jimin could never like you anyway...

You're an unlovable bastard.

Jimin left you because you're so annoying and freakish...

Nobody could ever love you.

No wonder Jimin can't stand you being around anymore, you're such a bitch.

  The unrelenting torment hurled to a dead stop when the door was whooshed open and he looked up with testy eyes to see the man his very heart beat for. But for the first tine in a long time, an emotion actually was showing. Anger. Boiling red hot and ferocious anger. Jimin seemed to be fuming at the seams, and jealousy clearly was evident in his eyes, throwing Yoongi for a loop.

   "You sure move on fast you jerk!" Jimin shouted as tears began to well up, and with that the door slammed sending a gust of wind towards Yoongi and Hoseok.

   "What the fuck?" Yoongi and Hoseok asked in unison, both wondering the exact same thing. What the hell just happened?

  Yoongi didn't bother even getting up to chase after Jimin this time though. He'd had enough, and he wasn't about to just waltz right up to Jimin and explain what was happening. Jimin and Hoseok were good friends for Christ's sake! Jimin should know about the fact that Hoseok is an overly-affectionate person. But jumping the gun was Jimin's thing apparently now-a-days. Yoongi sighed and rubbed his face. He just shrugged and looked over at Hoseok who still was quite dumbfounded at the moment.

  "You can head out now, I'm going to take a nap." Yoongi said quietly, properly pulling the blankets up and plopping his head into his pillow.

   "But... Jimin..?" Hoseok said, trailing off while still looking at the door.

   "Leave it.." Yoongi said with an inaudible sigh. Hoseok nodded and shrugged, giving Yoongi a pat on the leg before leaving.