Coffee & Kisses

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   As Yoongi read the comments his smile grew, he loved it when his friends bickered because it gave him more to do with his life. But then he saw Taemin's comments... Ever since Jimin has said he'd been dating Taemin, Yoongi's mood had seriously soured and gone downhill. But most definitely not on the outside. On the outside, he was his usual self, snarky, savage, funny and normal, but on the inside, he was seriously hurting. It hurt like hell, seeing Jimin giggle and laugh as he gushed about Taemin earlier yesterday. Yoongi noticed how the younger talked so animatedly about him that it was more than just a little crush. Behind every smile of reassurance Yoongi gave Jimin, showing the younger he 'approved' of their relationship, he broke a little inside. He knew he needed to get over Jimin, but how? You can't just throw away two almost three years of living someone away. Yoongi didn't know what to do besides lock himself away into his bedroom and become a reclusive hermit. It seemed the best option at this point in time, watching his first love fall for another guy before his eyes. And Yoongi knew he didn't have the balls to tell Jimin himself, knowing that the younger had had a crush on Taemin for a while now. He didn't want to confuse him too, which would make Yoongi even more guilty, plus ruining their friendship. Yoongi definitely didn't want that. He wouldn't be able to function without seeing the younger every week, let alone every day. But it was downright sinful for Jimin to still call him Yoonie and send little hearts when he was dating Taemin. At least that's what Yoongi thought. It angered him that Jimin unintentionally played with his feelings to the point that he was a rope twisted in the wind. It hurt, but he didn't have the will to speak up about it for fear that he might hurt Jimin. Jimin was rather sensitive, and Yoongi would sometimes crack jokes to Jimin and he would sometimes take it the wrong way, leaving Yoongi confused and guilty. Thankfully they both now knew each other's limits, but Yoongi had realized long ago that the younger was more sensitive to his (Yoongi's) Comments then anyone else, which he didn't quite understand.
   Yoongi put down his phone with a sigh, thinking right now hurt his brain. He didn't want to think about stuff, just music. He wanted to focus on music. He turned around in his desk chair to face his computer, plugging in his earbuds to listen to the tracks he'd been creating. He had a project do in his class, which he didn't mind, but it didn't help how much of a perfectionist he was at times.

Click. Click. Click....... Click.
Was all that was heard throughout the silent bedroom of Yoongi's dorm. Thankfully Jungkook was rarely ever at the dorm, so he didn't have to worry about disturbances. He'd been avoiding Jimin today, or just people in general, and it wasn't like the younger noticed, he'd been spending all day with Taemin in between classes. It was 11:24 and it was almost time for him to get ready for his first class. Thankfully he shouldn't have to run into Jimin or really anybody he knew. He continued clicking away, letting the calming atmosphere of the room take over his mind and wrap him like a comfy blanket. It wasn't until his phone buzzed as an alarm did he jump in his chair out of being startled. He looked over to the alarm, realizing it was high time he gets his stuff together and heads out, quickly dashing to put on some ripped black skinny jeans and a black hoodie and red beanie and white mask. Grabbing his book bag, he beat it out of there with his school supplies and computer. All the while clearing his mind of anything that might upset him.

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