Coffee & Kisses

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    Yoongi dragged himself to the incredibly tiny living room that the dorm had, Jimin trailing tentatively behind him. Yoongi, when finally making the journey from the door to the living room and collapsed onto the couch. A small smile crossed Jimin's face by the cuteness the older was showing. Jimin sat down next to him, holding his breath while the other got situated. When Yoongi eventually got settled, Jimin let out the breath he was holding and began his planned speech.

"Hyung." Jimin began, determination clearly showing as he said it. This time, Yoongi looked more alert and less groggy, but still quite tired. He looked like he was ready to pay attention.
   "Hyung, you don't know how unbelievably sorry I am for what I have done to you. I don't have an explanation except for the fact that I couldn't speak, and I couldn't move. You don't deserve this, and it hurts my heart to see you hurt in any way. I am so so sorry, and I can't say anything to defend myself. Whatever you want to know I will tell you, about Taemin, about my feelings, and whatever else you need. It's a huge stretch, but if you're even able to forgive me could we still be friends? We don't have to be best friends like before but I wouldn't be able to live without you Hyung. I just couldn't, and every morning I wake up and the memory of my stupidity is enough to make me cry. I am truly so sorry Yoongi Hyung." Jimin said, verbatim to what he wrote down. He didn't want this to be messed up. He didn't want this to be over. When Jimin looked Yoongi in the eyes, he saw that the older was silently crying.
  "Minnie, I'm so sorry that Taemin did that to you, but you hurt me incredibly, so I might need time too. Even if it hurts I need us both to piece ourselves back together before we jump back to how we were. I love you Minnie, and I am very sorry that Taemin did that to you and don't worry he will pay." Yoongi uttered, voice thick with emotion.
   "I love you too Yoongi," Jimin replied back quietly. It hurt, it did, but Jimin knew that they both should take a miniature break before jumping back into their regular friendship. Jimin went to stand up but Yoongi caught his wrist.
   "It's Yoonie." Yoongi corrected softly, looking at his hand holding the younger's wrist. Jimin's breath caught in his throat and he choked out a smile, moving his hand to hold Yoongi's hand and give it a tight squeeze before relaxing his grip.
   "Right. I'm sorry Yoonie. I love you, and I'll see you soon." Jimin uttered back with a tearful smile. Yoongi kissed Jimin's hand gently before standing up to hug the other. Jimin deeply appreciated this, holding Yoongi in his arms, and he didn't want it to end, but eventually, Yoongi released his grip almost reluctantly and led Jimin to the door.
  "Bye Minnie, I'll see you soon too I guess..." Yoongi said with a small smile. Jimin nodded and walked out the door, feeling better than he had in a long time.
  After Yoongi closed the door, he whispered a small, "I love you more." into the silence of the now-empty feeling dorm.