Only Her

Chapter 17

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*what happend before*

I let my eyes look at everybody, when I took a look back at someone specific. My heart dropped and so did my cup.

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"Sou?" I heard Sean call my name, after three times I finally faced him. "What?" I said, maybe a little to harsh.

"What's wrong?"

I shook my head. "I'm going home." I sat up and tried to find Andre. I was breathing in and out, trying not to cry infront of all these people, I don't want to gain attention. "Andre?" I asked, my throat dry. "I'm leaving." My voice shaky. "What's wrong?" He asked grabbing my shoulders.

I shook my head. "Bye."

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I drove home, and of course as what I was thinking to happen I started crying, my face was red and wet and the tears kept coming, I need my mother on those moments. I pulled up on our drive way and Krissy still wasn't home. It was only 9pm so I didn't except her too.

The first thing I did was walk up to the fridge grab ice cream and ran up to my room. I sat down on the frame of the window and looked up. Holding my spoon and a blanket. "Hey mom." I muttered. "Sorry I only talk with you when I have shit to complain about." I heard the door open a little of my bedroom and saw Blake running in. What? We locked him outside so the house would stay clean. But now? I don't care. He jumped on my bed and lyed down. I sighed. "So.." I put my spoon in the ice cream can and put it away. "As you may see, I have a blanket and ice cream."

I looked down, "and I'm a stupid girl." I nodded at myself. I was right. "I should of saw that coming." I shrugged. "Right?"

"I know, you can't answer." I looked up at the sky again. "But I think, I only need someone who listens to me." I dried my cheeks. And blinked with my eyes. "So I'll tell you my oh-so boring story."

I sat up and with my legs cross folded. "So I met Jack, we were a lovey dovey couple." I smiled. "But he started acting strange." I closed my eyes. "And well, I saw him with Jenni today." My voice became to mute. "And my heart didn't break. Of course I felt bad, still feel it though. But it didn't break."

"Strange right? He was like my first real relationship. And I thought I would be crying the shit out of me. But I'm more shocked." I blinked. "I saw it coming, but.. am I not good enough? I mean that's the reason you cheat right?" I poked in my ice cream with my spoon before licking the ice off. "I mean. Yea I loved him. But I think it didn't came from both sides. Plus, now I have an excuse to eat as manu ice cream as I want." I smiled a little. "And now I don't know what to do. Probably going to his house tomorrow to dumb him." I shrugged. "But Cameron." I sighed. "I should tell him, no?"

"Of course I should. He doesn't deserve that." I scoffed. "Well thanks for the little chat." I smiled. "Thanks for taking care of me. Even-" I swallowed, "that I left you." I sat up and called Blake to follow me. I put him out again and put the ice cream back in the fridge. "Well where is that baseball bat?"

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I was now sitting infront of my phone staring at it, thinking of texting Cameron or not. Gah god. I'll just do it! Okay so how to tell this to someone?

Cameron? I uh well ehh need to tell you something.. Send. Now wait. And wait. Haters gonna hate hate hate, waiters gonna wait wait wait. Wow I'm lame. My screen lit up. Finally.