13. Choose

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i'm struggling, having such a hard time.
i've never wanted to choose between two amazing guys.
every decision i make lately feels wrong, not right.
in this process, i had to hurt someone tonight.
i may have lost my chance to have the right guy, who is so far but is willing to try.
i don't know why, but i can't ever get over the one i first fell in love with.
i found myself defending him, yet once again.
I hope the other knows that;
In conclusion, i am not good enough for him,
he shouldn't have to be with a girl who has complications with her ex. he should be able to like someone who isn't a loser, a coward, and a wimp..
he should fall in love with someone who's not me..
because i can't help falling in love with him.

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