T/W - Self Hate, Self Harm, Blood,
Virgil's POV
I wake up crying and shaking. Give up. Die. Homosexual. I go under my bed and grab the box of blades. I told myself I wouldn't do this again. I open the box I grab 1 blade and pull up my sleeves. I make 1 cut into my skin. Then another, and another. Before I know it the pain from the blade is gone. I look down at my arm. 13 new cuts. I throw they blade across the room and start to cry. "I am a mistake, worthless. I can't do anything right." I say.
After laid in my bed for what feels like hours and go to the bathroom. I clean up my cuts and wrap it with some cloth. I go to my bed and try to fall asleep scared of the same dream but I have school tomorrow and I needed the sleep.
I wake up with the sun in my face. I smile at the thought of Logan. I get out of my bed and get dressed. I put on a hoodie and black ripped jeans. I grab the necklace from the festival and the other half of Logans bracelet. I go to the bathroom and fo my makeup and grab my stuff for school and head out. I had work at 6 tonight. I was excited to work at the movies again. They were closed for a month for Christmas. I text Logan.
Me: How are you getting to school?
Logan: Mom is driving me.
Me: Okay see you soon love.
Logan: Bye Love
I start walking to school. After walking a few blocks I am there I see Logan wearing a black shirt and the blue tie I got him from the mall one time. I walk up to him and hug him from behind. "Hi Love." I say.
"Hi love. How are you." Logan says
"Amazing now that I am hugging you." I say.
"Well that's great." Logan says
"Lets go inside." I say
"Lets." Logan says
I stop hugging my boy friend and I grab his hand and we go inside.
Roman and Patton were in the halls kissing. They were so cute togrther. We walk toward them, and they pull away. "Sup." I say
"Oh! Hi Kiddos." Patton says.
"Hello." Logan says.
"Hi guys. Hey do you want to go to DQ after school?" Roman asks
"Sure." Logan says
Um "Yeah sounds great." I say
"Well let's get to class." Patton says.
Roman and Patton walk away holding hands. I look over to Logan and kiss him on his cheek. "How is your mom?" I ask
"Um... She is doing great. She will text us when see gets into the plane." Logan says. Then our phone go off.
Logans Mom: Hey guys I just got into the plane.
Logan: Bye mom I love you have a safe flight.
Me: Bye mom. Love ya. Tell max I said hi.
Logans Mom: Love ya. I will tell Max you said hi Virgil.
We put our phone away. "We better get going." I say
"Okay, bye love." Logan says
We let go of each other's hands and go our own ways.
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Virgil Moores (Sander Side Story)
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