Virgil Moores (Sander Side Story)

Chapter 20 - The Play part 2

T/W - Hitting, Fighting.

Virgils POV

"I don't need you to sell me on reasons to want you
I don't need you to search for the proof that I should
You don't have to convince me
You don't have to be scared you're not enough
'Cause what we've got going is good

I don't need more reminders of all that's been broken
I don't need you to fix what I'd rather forget
Clear the slate and start over
Try to quiet the noises in your head
We can't compete with all that

So what if it's us?
What if it's us
And only us
And what came before won't count anymore or matter?
Can we try that?

What if it's you
And what if it's me
And what if that's all that we need it to be
And the rest of the world falls away?
What do you say?

I never thought there'd be someone like you who would want me
Well
So I give you ten thousand reasons to not let me go
But if you really see me
If you like me for me and nothing else
Well, that's all that I've wanted for longer that you could possibly know

So it can be us
It can be us
And only us
And what came before won't count anymore or matter
We can try that

It's not so impossible
Nobody else but the two of us here
'Cause you're saying it's possible

We can just watch the whole world disappear
'Til you're the only one
I still know how to see
It's just you and me
It'll be us, It'll be us
And only us
And what came before won't count anymore

We can try that
You and me
That's all that we need it to be
And the rest of the world falls away
And the rest of the world falls away" Roman and I sang.

I put my hand on his face. He did the same. We looked into each other eyes.

"The world falls away
The world falls away
And it's only us" we sing. Then we kissed. The kiss was amazing. It was better than any Logan and I would have. We kissed a little longer than what felt like forever we pulled apart. We smiled then we got ready for our next song.

I never meant to make it such a mess
I never thought that it would go this far
So I just stand here sorry
Searching for something to say
Something to say
Words fail, words fail
There's nothing I can say

I guess I thought I could be part of this
I never had this kind of thing before
I never had that perfect girl
Who somehow could see the good part of me

I never had the dad who stuck it out
No corny jokes or baseball gloves
No mom who just was there
'Cause mom was all that she had to be

That's not a worthy explanation
I know there is none
Nothing can make sense of all these things I've done

Words fail, words fail
There's nothing I can say
Except sometimes, you see everything you wanted
And sometimes, you see everything you wish you had
And it's right there, right there, right there
In front of you
And you want to believe it's true
So you make it true
And you think maybe everybody wants it
And needs it, a little bit too

This was just a sad invention
It wasn't real, I know
But we were happy
I guess I couldn't let that go
I guess I couldn't give that up
I guess I wanted to believe
'Cause if I just believe
Then I don't have to see what's really there

No, I'd rather pretend I'm something better than these broken parts
Pretend I'm something other than this mess that I am
'Cause then I don't have to look at it
And no one gets to look at it
No, no one can really see

'Cause I've learned to slam on the brake
Before I even turn the key
Before I make the mistake
Before I lead with the worst of me
I never let them see the worst of me

'Cause what if everyone saw?
What if everyone knew?
Would they like what they saw?
Or would they hate it too?
Will I just keep on running away from what's true?

All I ever do is run
So how do I step in
Step into the sun?
Step into the sun" we all sing. After that song was over my throat kinda hurt. Then the last song was sang. We did our ending and then the curtains close. I see Roman and then he walks over to me.

"I am sorry if I got carried away." Roman says

"Roman it is fine. It was just for a play." I say

"Will Logan be mad."

"I told him we had a kissing part."

"Hey Virgil, I am going to Maxes for a bit for an after party wanna go?" Roman asks

"No, I dont think Logan will wanna go." I say

"Come on, Logan doesn't have to go with you." He says

"No I am not going." I say

...

"So that kiss was pretty out there." Logan says

"Yeah, he is a horrible kisser you are much better." I say lying straight through my teeth.

"Yeah, Virgil you know that I am a smart person right?" He says

"Yeah you are very smart babe, why?" I say

"Why dont I believe you didnt like the kiss." He says

"Logan, I hated it, I dont like kissing anyone else's lips other than yours." I say

Then he hits me.

"What?" I say

"Just remember that you are mine." Logan says.

Why was logan so rude. Then his phone goes off. He looks at it.

"Excuse me, I need to use the restroom." Logan say

I look at Logan phone. It was a message from Patton. I try to unlock his phone. It was a password, I try my name, it didnt work, I try his name, it didnt work, I try Pattons name, it worked. I look through there messages.

Patton: Wanna come over ;]

Patton: Have you told him about us.
Logan: No not yet. He took me on a date today so I couldn't tell him.
Patton: Okay tell him soon.

Patton: I broke up with Roman.
Logan: I still have broken up with Virgil.
Patton: You were amazing last night

I look through the texts again. I was crying. Then I here Logan walk into the room.

"How could you! You said you loved me!" I say

"I can explain." Logan says. "It isnt what you think." Logan says

"So you and Patton weren't having an affair."

"Okay it might be what it looks like." Logan says

"What about me being yours and only yours. You clearly aren't mine and only mine." I say

"Virgil" he says

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!" I say

"Okay." Logan says.

I walk outside and take a walk. When I get back logans crap was gone. I cant believe everyone is cheating on me. Maybe I am just a horrible person. Maybe I should leave.