zion ↴
the nurses and the doctors kicked me out of the room so they could try and revive her, i sat outside of the room sobbing loudly.
"its gonna be alright man" brandon approached along with the other guys
"shes fucking dead bro! how can shit be "alright" ?! its fucking bullshit thats what it is" i sob into my hands
"shes not dead-" austin begins
"the monitor literally flatlined in front of me!! THE ONLY TIME THAT SHIT HAPPENS IS WHEN SOMEONE FUCKING DIES"
the boys gave up trying to convince zion, they all sat in silence... nothing else heard, other than zions depressed weeps and the electric shocks coming from the room in front of them.
zion sat there and reminisced on all the good times he had with his family, but more specifically- anissa.
"i made a mistake." zion began
"what are you talking about?" nick questions
"i fucked up. i never got to say goodbye..."
"neither did we its not you fa-" brandon chimed in
"no. that last thing i said to her was soo fucked up. and i didnt even mean it."
"what did you say?" austin asks
"we had an arguement in the car ride home from the store, some guy at the store asked her a simple question. of course being the jealous and overprotective person that i very often am. i took it the wrong way and i punched him which is what led to our fight. i called her childish and dramatic, and she told me that maybe i should go find someone who isnt capable of dealing with stuff on their own and someone who's not childish and..."
"and?..." brandon dragged on
"and i told her that maybe i should..." i cried
the boys sighed in disappointment
"i knew it wasnt right to say but it was just cause i was mad and it was in the moment. i didnt mean it."
"we know you didnt. we know how much you care for her." nick said
we sat there for a few more minutes in silence and before we knew it the doctor came out of the room.
"mr kuwonu, we are sincerely......
