Im a snake...

Hospital

Sweetpeas foot pushed down on the accelerator as hard as he possibly could  , we were most likely going to get pulled over by the cops but right now that didnt matter .
"What if " i start to say but Sweetpea stops me
"You dont know , they could just be a little scratched up "
"You think my aunty would be calling me if they were a little scratched up "
"All im saying Carter is you dont know anything until you get there " he says trying to calm me down , i wish i could say it helped but it didnt . Worry was taking over my whole body , these horrible scenarios running through my mind . Nothing at this point was going to calm me down , i wanted to see my Mom and my Dad . I wanted to know that they were okay . Shortly after we were pulling into the hospital car park , i quickly opened the truck door and slamming it shut before running inside with Sweetpea following behind me trying to catch up with me . Instantly i stopped and took a look round and spotted my Aunty pacing up and down the hallway .
"Aunty" i say making my way over to her .
"Oh Rosie " she sighed before wrapping her arms around me .
"Where are they ? Are they okay ?" I ask getting slightly frantic again.
"Darling come with me " she said taking me and Sweetpea down to a more secluded hallway .
"Which room is it ?" I ask but she doesnt answer me and she sits down in one of the chairs . "Which room ?! " i say .
"Rosie please just sit down for a minute "
"Im not doing nothing until i see my Mom and Dad " she looked at me as if she didnt even know what to say , it was at this point that i knew i should sit down for a minute and listen what she had to say . Slowly i sat down next to her while Sweetpea just hovered not wanting to intrude too much but he gave my aunty a nod in which she offered him a smile back .
"Aunty tell me whats going on " i say desperate to know .
"I really dont know how to put this but your Mom she .. Didnt make it " she sighed before wiping her watery eyes . As soon as i heard the words didnt make it i felt my chest tighten like i was struggling to breath , this couldnt be happening . I sat in silence trying to take it in and my aunty went to hold my hand but i pulled it away .
"Rosie darlin say something "
"Anything "
"Dad ?" I question barely able to talk
"He's Alive but hes not in a good way right now Sweetheart . Hes in that room there if you want " she said but i didnt listen to the rest , i got myself up and went into my Dads hospital room . Meanwhile my Aunty spoke to Sweetpea outside in the hall. I entered the room and saw my dad laying attached to all these machines , he was cut and bruised and even though he was completly out of it he looked as if he was struggling . I went to his bed side and sat down in the chair next to him . My head rested in my hands , right now i wanted this to all be a dream and i just wake up and none of this had happened .
"Dad . I dunno if you can hear me at all but if you can , you gotta pull through . I cant do this on my own , i cant do this without you " i say not wanting to look at him in this fragile state . I sighed before pouring a cup of water and putting it on his table just in case he woke up and i wasnt in the room . My chest still feel tight and felt as if i was suffocating . I cant do this right now i thought to myself and took myself out of the room and back into the hall when i saw another man currently talking to my Aunty .
"Whos this ?" I ask and my Aunty just looks at me sympathetically , she tried to speak but couldnt .
"Is this the guy ?" I ask and he looks over to me
"Im so Sor" he says about to apologise , did he really think apologising for what he done was going to make everything okay . I had just lost my mother and all he could say was sorry , all he could say was sorry for putting my dad in that state . All he could say was sorry for being intoxicated behind the wheel . I could feel my pulse go through the roof , this man had clue . He was fine , he was in no state like my parents . Before i could even register it i had lunged forward at it and starting hitting him , throwing my hands frantically at him in a fit of rage . But shortly after i was pulled away by a set of strong arms , he pulled me backwards .
"You should be in a fucking hospital bed not my Dad " i shout at him "or you should be in a morgue not my Mom " he carried on holding me but i started directing my anger to him and started throwing my hands about and causing a struggle .
"I hate him ! I hate him " i snap . Sweetpea manages to stop the struggle and put his arms around me .
"I know Rosie , I know " he said quietly to me before holding onto me tightly .
"Can you take her back to mine ? " My Aunty asked Sweetpea which he nodded .
"Yeah ill take her "
"There should be a key under the flower pot just let yourselves in. Ill be home soon , im gonna sort a few things " she said quietly . Sweetpea led me out of the hospital and back into the truck . I sat silent the whole drive back to my Auntys house , I didnt want to speak right now . Sweetpea got me inside . I went straight to the guest bedroom which was known as my room for when i stay here . I just got into bed and Sweetpea did aswell knowing that speaking to me right now wasnt the right choice . I turnt my back towards him but he soon enough got closer which made me tense up at first but then eventually relax as his arm wrapped itself around me . This surely couldnt be happening i thought to myself as a few tears ran down ny cheeks .