Dear Diary,
I am perfect, my life is perfect, my family is perfect, everything is perfect. Of course, perfect things come with severe consequences and a lot of upkeep.
I am proud of what I am. I do not discriminate against it anymore. I am not afraid. I admit what I am and all of my so-called "faults". You cannot change fate or destiny, or anything of that sort. You are who you are meant to be, you can't help what you were born. Decisions have been made for you by the divine since you have been thought of.
Sure, you have choices, and you can fight against what is the truth but that only causes harm. Harm that hurts everyone around you that you love, countless strangers, and yourself. I made the mistake of making these decisions and I completely devoured an innocent soul. I will have to live with that my entire life. Learning to live is easy, learning to live with your sins is hard. Harder than one can ever imagine.
Believe me, if you are smart, or you think that I'm crazy, I don't care. If you don't believe what I say, you're entitled to your very own opinion but my opinion is as I have written previously. I love my life and am happy with it. I hope that everyone can eventually learn to love their lives also. You have to go through a lot of pain before you can enjoy the smaller things in life.
Love,
E.M.
