ｆａｔｉｇｕｅ ( discontinued )

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Jeongin

The bell rings and i make my way quickly to the entrance of the school but someone pulled me aside , oh no not again .

It's Minki, but he always uses me not for bullying but sexual desires . I tried making a run for it but he's strong to run away. He holds my shoulder tightly and bringing me at the dark alley , he leans me towards the wall and start to roughly kiss my lips while i struggle to let go of his hands which is grabbing on my butt . He sticks in his tounge and exhange breathe and that make me slightly moan which makes him more turn on, when he starts to release his hands. I use this as an escape so i run.
" we are NOT DONE YET " Minki shouted from behind me but i just run who knows where I'll go. I look back halfway and seeing that Minki isn't there, i let out a relief sigh.

I start to look back at my converse shoe who walks by themself . I got carried away with this habit , that when i bump into someone is already normal . I look at my wallet and see that i have little cash but smiled because there is a cafe nearby that is quite cheap for me to have a break. While i walk in the cafe , I always see these two couple, Changbin and Felix and they make me have the same feeling as i watched Minho and Jisung. Happy

After ordering, Felix walks towards me so I was sipping my biscuits and hot chocolate . " hey uhm you have a swollen lip and a bruised cheek, what happen today?" Everytime without a miss when I come into the cafe, they would notice my bruises but I'll just say that I fell or I simply said i was clumsy . Felix heard my same excuse but he wasn't amused, he wanted to know more. I can see it through his eyes but I didn't want him to know. Why would anybody cared?

" I'll get you plaster like the same and do you need a bandage? " Felix ask while pointing at my jeans who is abit covered in blood mostly my knees. I nod slowly and didn't thought about my bleeding knees . While Felix walk back and get some, Changbin gave me an ' are you okay ' sign with his hands and i replied with a smile . Suddenly the cafe bell rings and a blonde hair guy walk in with oversized white shirt tuck in with black jeans but he unbotton the two buttons so it exposed his neckclace or chains.

He smile at Changbin and did a bro handshake but he suddenly look at me and smiles. He walks towards me, oh shit do i know him? 
" hey remember me? I'm the guy you bump in the morning . "
I look down ashamed and I did remember bumping someone but I didn't catch the face .
" o-oh yeah I'm sorry again . I have a habit looking at my shoes " I said to him while admiring his silky skin and plump lips and—
nobody likes you
shut up jeongin

" I'm chan by the way and you are? " I softly laugh , " of course i know who you are Chan hyung , you're popular and I'm jeongin " I hear footsteps and someone tap Chan's shoulder oh it's Felix and he's holding the bandage.
now he's going to think
your a weakling
Felix hug Chan tightly , " what ya doing here bro " Felix said in his thick accent and Chan replied that he needed a break from studying and games. Chan looks at the bandages and I panick , please Felix don't say anything .

" What's that? "
Felix gives a weak smile but didn't reply and give me the bandage the plasters on the table ,  walking back to the counter . Chan look at me and seats beside me , giving me a reassuring look before looking at my face closely.
" I'll help you put this " Chan took the cute plasters at the table which Felix left it there and take it out slowly and place it nicely on my cheek . I could really feel the heat rising on my cheeks as his hands caressing softly on my skin .

After applying all, he look at me in the eyes and winks. " you're too adorable to be clumsy like this " I nod and giggle thank god he thinks im clumsy or not he'll think I'm a—
worthless piece
of shit
He waves his hand to snap me out of my mind and watch his watch . dang he's rich, I tilt my head , " are you going now? " I asked pouting and he immediately cup my cheeks with his big hands . oh that's nice . He nods slowly lets go of his warm hands . He sowly stands up and wrote something at my cup and walk out leaving me clueless.

I look back at my cup which has his handwriting and it says
why don't we hang out more?
text me xxxx-xxxx
I smile softly but then my smile drops and shakes my head , tonight I'll be dying so what's the point  .