im•plode | \im-'plōd\
verb
1. maybe if I lay here long enough, I'll disappear. I'll curl into myself until I am nothing. Until I am infinitesimal. Until I am a black hole of the boy I pretend to be.
2. some nights I'm convinced I'm not real. I'm not a person, a human. My body doesn't exist. I don't exist.
example: notrealnotrealnotreal
3. my chest is rotting from the inside out. The rot is spreading. The rot has made it up my throat. I can feel it behind my eyes.
4. I am rotting
rotting
rotting
rotting
YOU ARE READING
D I V I N I T Y
PuisiThere is a wild fire in this chest of mine #1 in hymn (6-12-19)
