IMPLODE

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im•plode   |    \im-'plōd\
verb

1.    maybe if I lay here long enough, I'll disappear. I'll curl into myself until I am nothing. Until I am infinitesimal. Until I am a black hole of the boy I pretend to be.

2.    some nights I'm convinced I'm not real. I'm not a person, a human. My body doesn't exist. I don't exist.
            example: notrealnotrealnotreal

3.    my chest is rotting from the inside out. The rot is spreading. The rot has made it up my throat. I can feel it behind my eyes.

4.     I am rotting
                      rotting
                           rotting
                               rotting

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