US: Kim Yugyeom X Reader [DISCONTINUED]

24 | Congratulations! (2)

"You're pregnant! Congratulations on becoming a mum!"

Those words still ring in my head as Yugyeom and I wait for his flight. Too many emotions fill my body. Part of me wants to cry out of fear and panic yet part of me wants to cry out of happiness. I've always wanted to be a mum but I would have never thought that I would be one at 17. All I can think about is what to tell Yugyeom. If I tell him now, he won't want to leave, meaning he won't be able to graduate college. But if I don't, what if he finds out from someone else? What if his reaction is worse than if I tell him now?

Yugyeom notices the blank expression on my face.

"Jia ya?" He waves his hand in front of my face to get my attention.

"Huh? Oh sorry, were you talking to me?"

"What's wrong? What's that look on your face? Do I need to take you back to the hospital? I knew I should have gone in with you-."

"-Oppa I'm fine. The doctor said I was fine didn't she? I promise...there's nothing wrong."

You're not fine...

"Then what is this look on your face? You're worrying me..."

"I'm just going to miss you, that's all."

I guess you're not telling him then...

"Shall I stay?! Tell me to stay! I was going to move back here at some point anyways...I can watch you train and buy you food everyday and dance with you everyday. Won't that be fun?!"

I want you to stay...

"Gyeom ah, you know you can't stay."

"But I really want tooo." He pouts at me, giving me his best aegyo. I give him a faint smile before standing up and taking his hand. He can tell something is wrong but he knows questioning me will make me feel worse.

"Come on, it's time for your flight."

"I really don't want to leave you..." He pulls me into a warm hug, holding my head to his chest. This is the place where I feel most safe - my home. I can tell he doesn't want to let go and neither do I, even for just a second. Tears start to fill my eyes, thinking about what I'm going to do without him. I try my best to hold them back so I don't worry him even more. But it doesn't work. All I can do is hold him tighter for a little longer, doing everything I can to remember this moment. He leans his head back, also trying to hold back his tears but just like me, he fails.

We stay there for as long as we can before having to finally let go.

He lovingly holds my face in his soft palms and wipes away my tears, "Jia, I will come back to you, okay? Wait for me, okay? I love you..." he gently kisses my forehead and gives me one last hug, burying his head into the crook of my neck.

My emotions start to overflow through my tears, leaving me speechless. He lets go, grabs his luggage and walks off before it becomes too hard to. I try to calm myself down so I can let out one last word.

"Kim Yugyeom!" He stops but doesn't look back. And I don't want him to.

"Saranghae!" The waterworks start again for the both of us. Neither of us try to hold it in this time.

Before I know it...he's gone. I fall to the ground, in tears, thinking about everything ahead of me. My training is starting soon and I have no idea what my next step is. None of it seems real. I finally thought I could do it. I finally believed in myself. That all seems like it's disappearing. Now I'm here...I'm pregnant...without Yugyeom, without my friends and without my family.

I'm all alone.

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