US: Kim Yugyeom X Reader [DISCONTINUED]

30 | Her. Again.

"I couldn't face you guys again. I felt so guilty about that kiss and always making Jia feel horrible. Even though nothing actually happened between Yugyeom and I that night, I knew you guys would think something did. So I stopped going to college. Then a few weeks later, I found out I was pregnant and I was too scared to tell him so I ran. I had no one to leave behind anyways."

Yuji falls asleep in my arms and little Yugyeom plays on the ground with his toy cars. We sit on a bench in the park as Hana tells us everything that happened since the day Yugyeom and I broke up.

"So he doesn't know?" Yugyeom asks Hana.

"I couldn't tell him. I can't tell him. But now you're all here and I can't run anymore. I've finally built a life here."

"Hana you have to tell him, he deserves to know." I say to her.

"How did you tell Yugyeom about Yuji?"

"Um...I kinda didn't. He just showed up. Like you, I couldn't run anymore. So I just said it."

"How did you take it Gyeom?" She turns to Yugyeom.

"I didn't care about her not telling me. I wanted to be hurt and mad and annoyed but I saw Yuji's face and just couldn't. I realised that all that mattered was that we were all finally together." She looks down, feeling guilty.

"Hana, I know exactly how you feel. But trust me, you'll feel so much better once you tell him. You'll be a family."

"But what if he doesn't want a family. And it's not like we were together. We were both just upset and drunk. You and Yugyeom have history. Me and him don't. And it's been 2 and a half years since I've had Yugyeom but your Yugyeom found out about Yuji when she was only 3 months old. It's too late. I just can't."

"I found out that I was 3 months pregnant the day Yugyeom left to go back to London. I lied to him and said I was fine but I regret doing that. Trust me Hana, don't carry this on for too long. It's never too late. Think about little Yugyeom."

"If you want, we can help you tell him. We know him, he won't react as badly as you think he will."

//Flashback//

~Hana's POV~

I hear pounding on my door and shouting for my name. I open the door to find Yugyeom all sweaty and distressed.

"IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!" He storms in, shouting and screaming at me. It scares me seeing him like this and I'm almost sure he's going to kill me.

'What did I do?' I think to myself as I hold my head in my hands, regretting I ever kissed him as he continues to shout at me. 'I've ruined him. He hates me now.'

I finally get him to calm down and I give him some drinks to relax. He can't even look at me. He looks so dejected and heart broken. He's out of it.

He's completely drunk to go home this late. So I lead him to my room. He's been crying and screaming all night and he's right, it's all my fault.

After struggling to drag him to my room, I finally open my door and he drops onto my bed. I take off his shoes, blazer and shirt before tucking him in. I walk to the bathroom to wet a towel to clean his face and by the time I come back, he's already fast asleep. Feeling nothing but guilt, I sit beside the bed and wipe his face.

"I'm sorry Yugyeom ah. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for lying about not being able to speak Korean and acting all dumb. I'm sorry for flirting with you. I'm sorry for ever getting close to you knowing you had a girlfriend. I'm sorry for always hurting Jia. I'm sorry for kissing you..." Tears stain my face as I break down to him.