US: Kim Yugyeom X Reader [DISCONTINUED]

32 | My Confession

"How do you think it's going?"

"How do I think what's going?" Yugyeom says oblivious, stuffing his mouth with food as we sit in a little cafe below the JYP building, waiting for Hana and Jinyoung to finish talking.

"Hana. Jinyoung. The whole 'You're the father of my baby' thing..." I playfully push his head and roll my eyes at him. "...jinjja."

"Ahhh! That thing! I'm sorry babe but we've been practising so much that we barely get a chance to eat. You should eat too! You're too skinny, it's no fun hugging you!" He claims, stuffing more and more food into his mouth while trying to feed me too. I swot his hand away.

"How can you eat right now?! HE'S MEETING HIS SON RIGHT NOW! Do you think he's angry? I wonder if he's shouting at her? Or maybe he's got tears of joy? He's always been good with kids so it seems like he wanted kids right?..." Yugyeom stares as I ramble on.

"...or maybe he's fuming?! He's just getting his new career started...his dream career...what if he thinks she's about to ruin it all?! He might bE TEARING DOWN THE PRACTISE ROOM! I better go there in case-." I get up but Yugyeom drags me straight back to my seat.

"Jagiya~ please just eat. Hana said she'll come find us when they're done talking so calm down. And you might wake up Yuji if you carry on!" I calm down as soon as I see my baby sleeping peacefully in her daddy's arm, the one that he isn't using to stuff his face with that is.

Without thinking, I lean over the table between us and quickly kiss him on the lips, giggling as I sit back down.

His cheeks slowly turn red, turning my giggle into a burst of laughter.

"Ya! What was that for?"

"Are you blushing?!" I say in between snorts.

"No! I-it's the kimchi! It's too spicy!"

"Really now? Is that right?!" People around us start to stare from all my laughing. But I don't care. I'm happy.

"Will you stop!"

"Stop what?"

"Laughing at me!"

To make even more fun of him, I suddenly kiss him again. He drops his chopsticks as his whole face turns bright red. He covers his mouth in shock, looking around us all cute and embarrassed.

My stomach starts to hurt from how much I'm laughing and Yugyeom soon joins me. For a good while, we just sit there laughing at ourselves without a care in the world.

After we calm down a bit, we give little bows to everyone around us, apologising for disturbing them with our nonsense. Through all of this, being the good baby she is, Yuji stays soundly sleeping in Yugyeom's arms.

"Seriously though, what was that for?" Yugyeom smiles at me.

"I don't know...you're just an amazing father. I don't know what I'd do without you..."

"Yh yh, I love you too. Don't get all emotional now." He says feeding me kimchi.

"But it's true. I love you. Like so much it's crazy. When I'm with you, all I can thinking about is how much I love you, why I even deserve you-..."

"-Stop..." He stares into my eyes and I stare back.

"You know, if it weren't for our mums, we probably would have never met. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if we didn't...How miserable my life would be, how boring it would be, how I wouldn't be able to laugh as much as I do when I'm with you or how I wouldn't be able to feel this feeling that makes me smile like an idiot every time I think about you or see that beautiful smile and face of yours or see how you are with Yuji..."

My sudden confession hits me hard. It makes me feel stupid and embarrassed - but at the same time, I want him to know everything. I want him to know every single detail about how much he means to me, even if it ends up being the cheesiest thing that has ever been said.

"Jia, stop..."

"To think that our Yuji wouldn't be in this world. That's a world I'm beyond grateful I don't live in...Have I ever told you that I get butterflies in my stomach every time I'm with you? Like how I did the first time you told me you loved me? I can never get used to it. Yet, I love it. You make everything seem so new, so fresh. I feel like a whole different Jia when I'm with you, a better Jia, the best Jia there could ever be..."

"Jia...please...stop..."

"Why do you keep telling me to stop? Even now when you're not even listening to me properly, I can't help but love you. And you know what? Sometimes it really annoys me that I can't stop. When you're being an idiot with the other oppas and I just want to hate you for being so immature, I can't. And I hate it coz it makes me love you a million times more...I just- I just can't imagine my life without you, without that 10 year old boy who promised to wait in Korea for a girl who had forgotten all about him. You, Kim Yugyeom, are an idiot. But you're my idiot..."

"Jia..." A tear rolls down his delicate, milky white skin.

"You're my home..."

"Jia, I-."

"You're my everything and I love y-."

"-Marry me."

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