The BNB

The first night

I knew my brothers best friend was bad news when I ended up having my first kiss and my first cigarette both in the same week after Id met him. I threw caution and morals to the wind when it came to this boy and I was completely addicted to him.

This boy was already changing everything about me and I'd only know him a week! No... That's not true. I was already changing myself. Its not like he had told me to do the things I was doing. I was the soul person responsible for my actions.

The first night he spent at my family's new house was the start of something I still don't know how to finish even to this day... Imagine yourself as a girl who hasnt had very much human interaction for the past few years whos in her earlyish teen years gaining the attention of a super attractive slightly older boy. That was me.

That first night me my brother and his friend all sat on the pullout in the living room sharing a blanket with me and my brother on either side of his friend. It was already around 12 ish and we were just watching some horror movies which would later became the norm for us whenever the friend was around.

As I sat watching Jigsaw for the first time giggling at the ridiculousness of some of the characters I felt a hand lightly brush against my thigh. Startled I quickly moved my leg away and glance at my brothers friend who we will now call the BNB (or bad news boy) and saw him casually watching the movie. I glanced down at the cover where his hand had just been then back up at him to see him smirking and glancing at me from the corner of his eye.

After a bit I relaxed again and put my leg back where it had been before setting my hand beside it just incase. What happened next caught me off guard... Instead of touching my leg again this time he started tracing gental circles on the back of my hand. Understanding what he was wanting after glancing at his face I ever so  slowly turned my hand over palm up and opened my hand allowing him to lace his fingers through my own.

After a bit of time just laying beside each other watching the movie the BNB nudged my hand towards him self indicating that I move closer to him. Complying to his request I edged myself closer and closer to him turning myself sideways and laying my head on his shoulder when I was as close as possible, opting to us him as a human pillow.

God I miss laying on him now...

We stayed in this new position until my brother got up and asked the BNB to go out on the back porch with him to smoke.

Sitting up and sliding out of my grasp the BNB turned to me while asking, "does she smoke?"

"Nah" My brother replied absentmindedly.

"Does she want to?" The BNB asked directing the question more towards me then my brother.

"I guess it wouldn't hurt to try." I said shrugging knowing that I'd rather smoke with my brother then trying to learn from one of my friends at school.

"Yes it would. Look, I don't want you getting addicted like I am kid." My brother interjected with a stern look in my direction.

"Dude if shes going to our school then its bound to happen eventually. Wouldn't you rather be the one teaching her and monitoring her to make sure she doesn't over do it?" The BNB asked speaking my earlier thoughts.

I overdid it many a times after everything ended...

"Fine... But just know I'mma feel guilty as fuck if you end up addicted kid." My brother said reluctantly.

"I wont! I promise!" I said following the two boys out onto the back porch.

That was the first of a great many lies I told my brother after meeting the BNB...

Soooooo Im maybe trying something new? Probably not. My MOTHER reads my stories(bless her soul for that) so I dont have as much creative freedom as Id like since this story would have a secret romance theme and might have some "not so appropriate" things in it therefore it probably wont end up happening but I thought Id at least shared this part.

Bye berry bunch!~~~~~~~~~~~

P. S. If I did go through with this theres no guarantee on how long the chapters will be or how often I post.