Bad news. That was the only description available for my brothers best friend. As we sat watching yet another horror movie after coming back in from smoking I silently clung to the BNB's hand to distract myself from the gore on screen.
Suddenly my brother stood up causing me to jump into a sitting position. This led the BNB to glance at me and chuckle.
"Why so jumpy kiddo?" He asked making me cringe at the nickname.
" I-im not... I j-just needed something...to drink! Yeah... Imma go get some water now." I said quickly getting up after I finished coming up with my excuse.
"Smooth." My brother said hiding the word in a fake cough.
"Anyways I'm gonna go downstairs cause big daddy R is waiting outside. We're gonna go grab a few drinks you coming bro?" My brother asked as he quietly grabbed his vape, phone keys and wallet.
"Nah man I'm straight.(cringe)" the BNB replied sending me a secret look when my brother turned away.
Blushing I climbed back onto the pullout bed and sat beside the BNB sipping my water. Again I felt a hand on my thigh but this time I only glanced back at the BNB blushing. When I did this his hand slightly gripped my thigh before moving away.
After my brother left I laid back down beside the BNB and wrapped my arms around his. After a bit he pause the movie and grabbed my chin lightly leading me to be looking him in the eyes. For a while we just laid there me, staring into his eyes and him, alternating between looking at my lips and looking at my eyes.
Before I knew it he was leaning in towards me. With every passing second more and more space disappeared and I became more unsure. At the last second he stoped leaving less than an inch of space between us as he looked at me expectantly.
I started to close the last bit of space until I realized something vital. I dont know how to kiss... What kind of 14 year old doesn't know how to fucking kiss?! God your such a doof! I bitterly thought to myself as I quickly turned away lips brushing his as I did so.
Sighing I swung my feet over the side of the bed and just sat with my arms hugging myself staring down at my own feet. As I sat there I felt a hand move onto my shoulder. I glanced back at the BNB looking at me with soft eyes.
"Look, its okay if you dont want to. We can just chill if you want." He said looking like he meant every single word.
Now days looking back Im almost sure he didnt mean any of it...
"N-no... Its not that I don't want to its just... Not yet. I want to actually know you somewhat before we do... Anything. Ya'know?" I said hugging myself tighter as I was struggling to find the right words.
"Its okay. " He replied brushing some of my hair behind my ear.
"Okay..." I muttered before leaning forward and placing a light kiss on his cheek.
"God your so adorable." He chuckled after staring into my eyes for more than a ten count. (Yes I counted. Dont judge me.)
I blushed madly and and giggled to myself and un-paused the movie. "How about you just hush and we watch the movie hmm?" I asked snuggling back up to him again.
Soon my brother came back inside happily with two beers in hand. He walked over to use after putting up his things and handed the BNB a beer before he sat on the other side of me causing me to be sandwiched between the two. I could smell the alcohol already wafting off of my brother and pretended stare at him incredulously.
"What?" He asked popping the cap off of his beer.
"You've already drank some with out us!" I accused him crossing my arms and hiding my smile.
"Us? Eheh what do you mean us? Your not drinking kid. Sorry but hell no." My brother announced taking a swig of his drink.
"Dude chill. I know you want her to be a "good kid" and all but shes already smoked tonight why not let her take a sip as well bro? I mean she probably won't even like it." The BNB reasoned.
"Its whatever... " I said defeatedly.
The BNB sighed and silently slipped his free arm around the small of my back. Leaning on his shoulder I watched the movie without another word when finally my brother held his drink infront of my face.
"Here squirt. If you really wanna try it go ahead. Im not gonna stop you." He sighed out glaring at his friend.
"Thank you." I pipped plucking the drink from his hand and taking a swig. "Yuck!" I said through a gasp at the bitter taste that was left in my mouth.
There was a deep laugh that sent shivers up my spine coming from my left and I looked over to see the BNB with the most beautiful smile gracing his lips. I knew then and there that I was doomed to misery and heart ache and I didnt even know the half of it.
Okay so I know I promised spice this chapter but I needed this to be here first so just be patient with me please. And yes I have decided to continue this even though the first chapter hasnt gotten any likes yet. I just cant handle this story bouncing around in my head all day so here you go my bored little berries.
Thats all guys so bye~~~~~~~~~~~~
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The BNB
Teen FictionFirst person pov where meeting your brothers best friend leads to many many nights of confusion and new experiences both amazing and awful. Love, lust, secrets, heartbreak, & hatred.