The BNB

Starting secrets part 2

I listened to and watched my brother and the BNB interact with such a beautiful bond. I saw them feeding off of each other's energys and wondered if Id ever have something so beautiful with another human being.

As I observed them the sick feeling didnt fade instead getting worse little by little. Soon my eyes had glazed over and I was taking quick and shallow breaths.

"Hey, you good hun?" The BNB asked when he noticed how out of it I looked.

"Y-yeah I'm fine." I mumbled half heartedly trying to ignore the sudden dizziness to the best of my abilities.

"Stand up." He ordered.

"No thanks." I said with a airy laugh while shaking my head lightly in a attempt to not worsen my current predicament.

"Fine. Just... Stick your hand out. I need to check something." He said after a moments contimplation sounding irritated and worried at the same time.

I did as I was told and when I did I noticed my hand was shaking pretty badly. I quickly put it back down hoping neither of the two boys had noticed but I wasnt quite so lucky.

"When was the last time you fucking ate kid?" My brother asked mirroring the BNBs irritated glare.

"I ate some cheeze itz around three. Why?" I said with a shrug.

"He means when was you last legitimate meal!" The BNB snapped.

"Ummmm I think last night? When we had that pizza for dinner." I said moving back in my chair and looking away from them.

"Damn it kid! I was here last night! I saw that you barely ate anything! You only ate like one slice! You most likely have a nic high from hell! What were you thinking smoking two cigarettes in a row when one your still new to this shit,and two you dont have anything on your stomach!" The BNB snapped grabbing my hand and dragging me inside and through to the kitchen as he lectured me.

"Eat." He demanded shoving a slice of cold leftover pizza into my hand.

"Fine." I growled taking the slice and storming of towards the living room pissed off at how bossy he was being. I instantly regretted turning on my heel when the dizziness intensified and I felt myself start falling my grip on the pizza dissappearing aswell.

I gasped as the BNB quickly caught me from behind with one hand and grabbed my falling pizza with his other hand.

"Im not trying to be a dick hun... Im just trying to make sure your okay." He murmered softly, lips brushing against my ear and warm breath hitting my skin, causing shivers to race down my spine.

"I-its okay..." I said straightening up as much as I could with the wave of vertigo washing over me. After deciding that I wasnt going to be able to walk in my own I leaned into the BNB as he walked me over to the pullout.

I sat down and laid against his chest not caring if my brother saw. I laid there snuggled against the boy I was starting to fall for munching in my pizza. After a bit he turned and looked down at me with concern.

"How you feeling love?" He said stroking my face with a finger.

"Better."

I just stared into his eyes for a moment my eyes drifting to his lips every few seconds. As if I wasnt even controlling it, I felt my face slowly moving towards his, my eyes locked on his plush and pale lips. A split second before contact I regained control of my body.

My breath hitched when I saw the look in his eyes. Hunger, anticipation, lust, and maybe a hint of passion. Although looking back maybe I had just imagined the last part to make myself feel better. His head had tilted into such a position that it would be so easy to kiss him that I wasn't able to resist.

Slowly I closed the distance and kissed him. After that I let him lead not knowing what else to do. We kissed for so long that I gain enough courage to try adding little nips into the mix causing him to smirk into the kiss. After a little longer he tested the waters by drawing his tongue across my bottom lip as way of asking for access. I of course denied and peeled my lips away leaning my forehead against his.

There was a creaking sound across the room and we both jumped away from each other. We both laid back down and pretended to be watching the movie even after realizing that the creak was just one of the new noises that came with the apartment.

I waited a little longer before looking up at the BNB to see if he was looking at me. He wasnt.... That was such a clear sign I dont know how I managed to ignore it. I dont know why I did it but I reached up and danced my fingers lightly across his jawline landing at his lips. I ran my thumb across his bottom lip, my eyes never leaving the pink, plush, and slightly swollen surface of them. I used my thumb to gently pull down on his lip just liking the soft feel of it beneath my finger.

I left his lips to inturn run my fingers through his perfectly silky hair that I would later hate. I twisted and twirled the strands as they passed through my fingers switching to gently massaging his scalp earning a content hum and a cute eye flutter from him.

Giggling at his reaction I leaned down a gave him a quick peck on the lips before laying back down and rapping my arms around his. Soon I had started drifting off and I felt the BNB lightly stroking my hair lulling me deeper into the darkness.

Soon I had turned around still clinging to his arm which was now under my neck. As my top half was conformed to his arm my legs where curled up against my stomach. As I snored lightly my brother came in and started talking to the BNB and as he quietly slid his hand away from me causing me to wake up with a start and a gasp.

"Yo! Go to bed kiddo." My brother said ruffling my hair as I looked around for the BNBs suddenly missing arm.

"Mmmmm." I groaned as I stood up on wobbly legs.

I walked into my room and crawled down into my cave of covers. I hid myself away and turned the music of my headphones all the way up wondering what I was doing with my life and soon I fell into a fitful sleep.

Hello lovelys Im really not sure what Im doing with this story but  I think I'm doing good. I think this story might be either my worse or my best work but then again I've only written one other story so Imma just shut the fuck up guys😅. Anyway love yall...

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