The Teased Mate (𝓑𝓸𝓸𝓴 #1)

Chapter Nine

**mature scene**

Authors note:

I wrote this seggs scene when I was 15 lmao, I had not even experienced it. Now that I have honestly I wish it was as good as they make it seem in the books.

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He turns the light back on, his gaze is hot and heavy.

The scent of his body washes clouds my mind as I think about his washboard abs. What would they taste like, and what would be his reaction if I licked every part of him? For some stupid reason, there is this burning desire in my head, that makes me feel like a fly drawn to the light in a world of darkness. He just makes my body light up.

I want nothing more than for me to be pressed up against his gorgeous body. I think about what it would be like and nibble on my bottom lip.

My nipples harden, turning into little pebbles, trying to break through under my robe.

"Fuck," I growl throwing the book that I was just reading off the bedside table. My hands want to explore more than just pages tonight. Instead of reading about someone's desire why can't I follow mine?

I run my hands into his hair and our lips meet. It's brief but his lips are so soft and they taste like sweets.

Damn his experienced lips!

An animalistic growl escaped his mouth causing me to almost spontaneously combust. I grip his hair tighter and feel the night's air on my skin that has been disrobed.

My skin feathers across his skin and a wave of pleasure move through my body, and I shiver in anticipation.

It feels unfair that he still has his shorts on and I am laying fully exposed. I slip my fingers into his waistband while pulling them off I slowly nibble on his lip, which causes him to whimper.
After fully exposing his length he goes into his nightstand and pulls out a foil-wrapped package.

"Here," He hands it to me. I don't know how to do this? I set it down and I kiss his neck and whisper,
"Teach me." A small devilish smile spreads across his face.
My lack of experience seems to turn him on. We fumble and he is on top. He slowly moves his hands worshiping every single curve and dip my body has to offer. I love how his hands worship me, it makes my whole body come to life.

His hand slides on my vagina and he shoves a finger into my already aroused entrance.

I whimper under his grasp looking into his dark eyes and seeing how he is enjoying this too.

I can feel his other hand on my left breast, each swirl causes a new level of pleasure that almost causes me to completely fall apart. The tension is building in me and I want him so bad. He licks his fingers causing me to shiver in pure pleasure.
He doesn't take more than a second to go in slowly. Whoever said losing your virginity felt good is fucking Pinocchio.

It hurts so bad, I want to cry, but after a few seconds he is all the way in and it feels so good the way he stretches me and fills me.
I can feel the condom and it doesn't feel right. But it's keeping me from being a teen mom. So it could feel like sandpaper and I wouldn't care. It stops feeling normal when he pulls out fastly. I gasp and bite my lip.

"Fuck." He says through gritted teeth. I can feel him twitch inside of me. He slowly starts moving in and out, at a pace I am already falling in love with. I can feel the sensation building up again but this time I completely lose it. My walls clench and all I can see are stars and white light. I grip onto the sheets and arch my back.

A loud moan comes out of me and it kinda sounds like Anthony is holding back his. He finishes up and says two words I never thought I would hear after losing my virginity.

"Oh fuck!"

I can feel a stick substance and I look at the condom that is completely broken. My heart starts racing and this time, I begin to cry.

I can still feel the pain from him, I know it's not his fault, but I'm starting college in two days and of course, this has to happen my first time.

"It's okay we can go pick up a plan b tablet right now." I nod not wanting any further disappointment from others. I am kind of disappointed in myself. In a way, I set myself up for this I could have started taking the pill and we wouldn't have to worry.

I can see how I hurt him. I cried even though I enjoyed every single second of him. I don't want to hurt him so, I give him a small smile.

"You were fucking fantastic, just I am stressed right now about school and now this. You know I am always stressing over stuff. What we just did meant something to me, we are mates and I could feel my wolf begging to break out. My first shift is coming soon and I can't wait to feel as much as you feel." I say slowly getting dressed.

"I know baby, but it is my fault I haven't bought new condoms in a while." He blushes as he says that.

That kind of makes me smile knowing he hasn't needed them for such a long time that they are probably expired. But we still need plan b.

"While we are there we should pick up some birth control. I talked to my doctor about it in high school but never took them. I can pick up the ones he recommended to me. You can pick up some better condoms." He smiles and puts on his sweatshirt.

We rush to the nearest pharmacy and I run in. I grab what is needed and I take the pill.

The tea tastes so good that I end up drinking it all before I get back to the car.
He looks through the bag and grabs the two boxes of condoms.

"So these are your plans?" I playfully hit him annoyed.

"No, I just want to make sure there is enough. Also, one of those boxes is flavored, so I figured dare to be different."

He smiles and asks, "Are you okay?" I nod and say I am perfectly fine and he seems content with my answer.

The car ride is silent when we get home. I make a simple dinner and we eat at the dinner table sneaking peeks at each other. I eat the last of my salad and gulp up my milk unladylike and I don't care.

My stomach is full and I clean up my mess and his eyes never leave what I am doing.

"Can I see your wolf," I ask wanting to see it?

"We can find a nice forest area and go for a nice run and maybe you can give me a ride?" A big grin is on his face and I just really want to see his wolf.
He laughs and says,
"I thought I gave you a good enough ride today." I can feel my cheeks get hot as I beg him again to take me, like a child. I want to be with his wolf for a while. It is what connects us.

As he says this I realize the only reason I slept with him, is because he is according to pack law aloud to do it. I like him, but if we were not in this situation it would have never happened.