For some dumb ass reason, I get up off the bed and peek through the blinds. He doesn't notice it. Thank the Lord, he doesn't.
He is standing outside the window of my old room. I remember when it was safe for my heart to let him in. Now I am not so sure. I can't take any more heartbreak, that is horrible for the baby and I. He may be an absolutely possessive dick. But I am not allowing myself to go through that again. Why should I? I go back under the covers, my silent tears begin to cascade down my face. I can't seem to keep up with wiping them away.
I can't face him like this, not weak again. The last time he practically spits out my worst fears.
I might have to one day let him explain himself. I muster up all the courage, I have. It is time I face him. I can lie and say I was just watching Marley and me so that is why I was crying.
I walk over to the window, I open up the blinds. To see him curled up so cutely outside my window, again the sense of innocents seems to radiate off his body. He looks like the man I love. The man I want back.
His eyes open they are so cold, the blanket of whatever positive energy that was around him, has fallen to the floor like a towel.
I don't open the window, I can't.
I close the blinds I can hear him pound on my windows. He shouts my name a few times.
My brother, my little brother is in my room now crying.
"There a monster at the window he gonna get me." He wails, I comfort him. He is here to get me, not you.
I open up the blinds.
"See no monster, just Tony." He looks at the window in shock.
"Why isn't he in here?" He asks rubbing his eyes.
"He has been a bad boy to me, so he is in the dog house now," Miguel laughs.
"That is the outside, not the house." I am glad his mood has changed when he says this.
"He is just not allowed to come in." He looks at me questioning the questionable.
"Why?" He asks as I smile a frail smile.
"Because he did something bad." He then tries to ask another question and I quickly shut him up.
"Let's go get a bowl of ice cream." This really gets him moving. He throws his fist in the air and whisper yells "ice cream!" I shut the blinds on him and we walk to the kitchen.
Miguel has ADHD which means giving him something with a lot of sugars, it helps him fall asleep faster.
"Mom, are you moving back in with us?" He asks as I scoop some Superman ice cream. This is his favorite ice cream in the world.
"I am not mom, remember mom is the one with dad. He frowns and says, "oh."
His little upset face almost is breaking my heart. He starts eating so I avoid answering his questions.
I am not crying yet, which is shocking. Really shocking, this could be one of my last moments with my little brother. Sometimes, he is my only friend. I walk over to him and hug him. I pepper his face with kisses, he giggles and then rubs his eyes.
"Someone is getting tired, would you like to stay in my bed tonight?" He shakes his head yes.
I clean up everything and practically drag him to his room. He can't sleep without his baby blanket and a stuffed cow that is in a space suit. He wants to bring all his toys and I say,
"If you want all that you might as well stay here." He frowns and then grabs his space-cow. I hear a few creaks outside his door, but when I turn around there is no one.
I brush it off, the floors are old I remind myself as I walk back into my room.
"Someone is sleeping in your bed, maybe it's Goldie Lock's." I don't respond, I throw the blankets off him.
I know who the hell this bitch ass man is. How the hell did he get in here everything is locked?
"Trust me if that were Goldie Lock's then she would be getting the benefit of the doubt." I begin to shake his shoulder.
"Get your booty moving and up out of my bed!" I yell.
He opens his eyes and says one thing I never thought that I would hear.
"Reject me." I scoff and lock my arms together.
"Ha, nope I made a promise not to reject you and I am going to keep my promise. You may lie and break yours but that is not how I am." He stands up.
"Not you again." I sigh.
"What the hell happened to us, you know I love you. We were doing so well what the hell happened. I love being yours and only yours while you are Mine. I know deep down inside you love me even if it is deep down inside I know it's there. Tell me what is going on, don't lie, please. You were literally made for me. We have a baby on the way, I am not trying to trap you into anything. But I need you." I hold back my tears. I need to keep them at bay he can't know how much this hurts. I am being so open to him and he continues to look as emotionless as a wall.
"I appreciate you not wanting to trap me, but I want you to reject me so I can take most of the pain of our bond breaking. I don't want you feeling any of it. I would reject you but I can't bear myself doing that because of the baby. You have known from the start that we don't belong together, we are a mistake. The worst one I have made." Now the tears are falling.
"Fine as of today, I reject my mate, the bond shall break and seal our fate. I shall be able to love another man or woman. Our bond will now break." After the bond breaks, he leaves.
"Goodbye." He is so stupid if he thinks this won't hurt me that much.
"Come, let's go to bed," I say fighting back tears.
"Goodnight sissy." I smile.
"Goodnight." He falls asleep while, I lay awake crying.
I can't believe,
I rejected him.
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The Teased Mate (𝓑𝓸𝓸𝓴 #1)
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