AN- By the way, an eccedentesiast is someone who hides their pain behind a smile. Just to warn you, this gets dark. Proceed with caution.
Warnings
Swearing
Slight Gore
Violence
Torture
Mention Of Rape"MATT RUN!" He heard his mother scream. He ran. He didn't know where or why, but he ran like there was no tomorrow. Until someone tripped him. He fell with a cry and tried to hold back his tears. He had a scrap on both knees and his cheek.
He looked at the person who had tripped him. He was in all black and had a rifle on his back. Another man that looked very similar picked the boy up carefully and brought him back to his boss. He looked at his mother.
Her eyes were wide open, but there was no light inside them. Her inside were slightly out, covering her body with a sickly red. "Mama?" He didn't get that she was gone. "Mama, please wake up. These men are kinda scary and I want you."
The man who had picked him up looked at him with pity, sorrow, and guilt. "I'm sorry little one, she's not coming back." It seemed like it clicked for the 8 year old.
He couldn't hold back his sobs. He begged for his mother to wake up. The man didn't care anymore, he ran up and hugged the boy. Matt began to cry into his shoulder, crying how much he wanted his mother. His boss was sick of the crying and put a needle in his neck. The boy slowly fell asleep. They set him with the man and took him to their base.
When he woke up he sighed. He had been in this place for about 3 years now.
He was only 11 and he had already seen things that would drive others insane.
The vision of his mother with her guts out was stuck in his mind, sometimes haunting his dreams. The man that had carried him and comforted him still did things like that. He even brought his son with him so he wouldn't be lonely while he was busy. The boy's name was Harry, and the man's name was Jason.
They were honestly the only reason he was still sane. A guard threw him out of his cell. He sighed and got up, allowing the guard to take him wherever. If he needed to sass back, he could wait till he was in front of the person responsible.
He didn't know the boss' name, but he hated him. Once the guard got him to the area he set him on the chair and chained him up. The boss walked in.
"Matt. How have you been?" He growled. "Grreeaatt. The beds really comfy and you gotta love not having food and being tortured." Boss slapped him. It would only cause a minor bruise. "Anyway, today is when the real torture begins for you. I hope your prepared for this." He didn't allow him to see his terror.
"Fuck you, I'm ready for anything." He smiles. It was a horrifying smile.
The torture begins.
It had been a long time since they have tortured him to the point where he screamed. By the time he was done there was an insane smile on his face and Matt was covered in red. There was also some lemon juice still on him. Jason walked in and gasped. He hurriedly ran over to him and got him off the chair.
Matt was out. Jason brought him back to his cell and treated his wounds as best he could. After an hour or two Matt woke up screaming.
Jason was able to comfort him and calm him down. "Shh... You're ok. I'm here."
Before Matt fell back asleep Jason whispered a promise to him. "I will get you out of here Matthew. I promise."
Broken. He was now broken. He had already lost his virginity when he was 13, and not willingly. The torture he had gone through, the pain, everything was too much. He was forced to forever creepily smile, and always seem happy.
Even if he was crying, or bleeding out, or being raped. He had to conceal all his emotions. If it wasn't for Harry and Jason, he doesn't know what he would do.
Nightmares were common. Torture and malnourishment had been his life for years now. He had figured out the boss' name. Henry Davis Miller. He was apparently supposed to be tested at being the first Phone Guy, but became Henry's personal play thing instead. "Matter?" Only one person called him that.
"Hello Harry."
When Harry found out about how bad his self hatred was he made a pun out of his name. "Matt you Matter." Matt had always been one for laughing at really bad puns. He only ever felt truly happy whenever he was around Harry, and whenever Jason could actually visit him which was rare.
"I have some good news!"
Matt slightly put actual happiness into his smile.
"Yeah?" Harry urged him to get closer. Matt complied. "I can get you out of here."
He whispered into his ear.
Matt's smile turned into shock, only for a bit. "How?"
Harry then explained how he made a deal with Henry that as long as he worked at Fredbear's he would be allowed to stay there. What Harry didn't tell him is he would be one of the first versions of a Phone Guy, and his father had given his life to be able to do this. Matt's smile is bigger than ever. And it's completely real. He jumps into his friends arms crying. "Thank you thank you thank you!"
Harry laughs and returns the gester. He would do anything for him.
He deserved everything good in the world with the hell he had been through.
The next day Harry took Matt to his new home. Matt was, understandably, like a kid in a candy store. He hadn't been outside since he was 8. Soon enough Harry was taken from his mother and turned into a living Phone Man. What Henry didn't tell him is that he would lose his memory. Matt tried to talk to him, but he didn't recognize him. But, as he learned from all his years in that horrid place, he kept a smile that made him look intimidating while crying. It helped him not break down in public. He was forced in almost every location he could be in.
All he could think is "Conceal all emotions. Don't let them see your pain."
But, after the North Dakota location came around, he got himself a sort of family.
A mama phone, brothers, and nephews. He told them his story and finally let down the mask. He cried and didn't smile. Not until the others hugged him.
Not until they said they loved him. He smiled. Not a creepy one. A real smile.
Everyone looked up to see him asleep with a true smile on his face. It was beautiful.
Topaz picked his son up and set him on the bed. "Goodnight Matter." He said, remembering his story. Matt smiled and mumbled in his sleep. "Night Night HareHare." Topaz smiled and closed the door.
AN- I felt that Matt was judged. Sure, he was a little creepy. But, who knows what Fazbender's did to make him stay? So this is my interpretation of how he became known as Matt the 'Virgin'. Also, why whenever Jack says "I see you're still a virgin" Matt yells YES. Because he wants to believe he really is. Hope you guys enjoyed!
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Fiksi PenggemarWelcome! If you were here for the last book you know what's up. This will be mainly only character×character and family/friends oneshots. I might do ×OC'S at one point, but I'm not too sure. anyway, request away!