Forever Yours

Chapter XVI : I'll do anything to win you back

Nakauwi na ko sa hotel habang papasok ako lutang yung utak ko sa mga nangyari kanina hindi ko talaga ineexpect na si Sam ay matagal na pala ako tinatraydor. She's the only friend I have and now what.

2 message received

From John:

Can we talk when you come back here?

From Sam:

Oy pasalubong ah :)

Anastasia, you fixed your things na. We will leave here 7am tomorrow. Sabi saakin ni mommy.

Why so early? Akala ko gabi pa ang flight natin bukas?

We change it in the morning because we have to fix something pa in the philippines. Sabi naman ni daddy.

Inayos ko na mga gamit ko tapos naligo at nahiga na ko. I was thinking na baka si Sam din yung nagtetext saakin.

Time Check: 4:26am

Aga aga akong ginising ni mommy baka daw malate kami sa flight. Sobrang excited nilang dalawa pagkagising ko kasi nakabihis na sila. After 2 hours nandito nadin kami sa Home Sweety Home namin.

Kanina ko pa nararamdaman na nagvavabriate yung phone ko pero ngayon ko lang nagawang pansinin.

12 missed call from John

4 messages received

From John:

Can we meet later? 6pm at your favorite coffee shop I will wait you until its close.

From Sam:

Ngayon uwi mo diba? Ano oras?

Kita tayo mamaya text moko if pwede ka.

From 099815794300

This is Macky. I just want to say sorry about everything and I want you to know that John really loves you. Please forgive him.

Bukas nalang tayo magkita may lakad ako ngayon. Madami tayong pag uusapan :)

-- Sent to Sam ✔

Ano kaya magiging reaksyon niya pag nalaman niyang alam ko na lahat? Hindi na ko natatakot pa sakanya.. Naayos ko na mga gamit ko. 4:30 na. Iniisip ko kung makikipagkita ba ako o hindi..

Mommy. Can you help me to find a dress?

Why? Where will you go? Okay lets see which is better. Sabi ni mommy.

I will meet John later..

Youre both okay already? Sabi niya.

No! I just want to end this up. I dont want him anymore in my life. He caused to much pain to me and Im done with it.

But he really loves you and I know that you love him too. Sabi niya

This dress is nice right? I will just wear this. Thanks for helping me mommy.

Hay nako ayoko nang pag usapan pa siya. Oo mahal ko siya pero pagod na ko. Minsan na niya akong niloko baka lokohin niya pa ulit ako at sobra na akong nasaktan. Btw, I choose this simple red dress.

< John POV >

Its already 6:30pm.. I dont if she will come or not but I will still wait until its closing. Everytime that the door opens Im wondering it was her.. Until I saw her wearing a nice red dress coming infront of me. At this moment all I can see is her pretty face and it looks like were the only people here at the coffee shop.

Umpisahan mo na mga gusto mong sabihin at gusto ko nang matapos to. She said.

Take a seat. You want to order something first?

It doesnt mean that If I go here I wanted to be with you.. Gusto ko na talagang matapos to kaya please derechuhin mo na ko! She said.

Calm down. I know that Macky already talked to you.. Yes its true I accept Sam's plan to make you fall inlove and break youre heart at first its just nothing until I fall inlove with you. I dont want to continue anymore the plan. Remember the day we went to the park? that night I told you that I need to tell you something the next day but it ends up that Sam had her first move and I didnt have a chance to explain my side. But believe me all that I show to you, all the feelings, all the care its all true except for the signs.

Hindi ko alam sasabihin ko. Its all done right? You already explained youre side so can I go now? She said. She stand up and going to leave but I pulled her hands near to me..

Im sorry. Im really really sorry. I dont want to lose. I love you Ana.

Minsan dapat isipin mo muna kung may masasaktan ka sa gagawin mo. Dahil ang SORRY ay nagbubura lang ng galit at hindi nagpapawala ng Sakit ng damdamin. She said with a teary eyes

Just give me a chance. I will remove all the pain that youre feeling now. I will make you happy. Just please give me a chance.. I know that you love me too.

Gaano man kita kamahal, hindi na sapat iyon para maayos ang mga nasira at maibalik ang dati. Im sorry but Im done with you. She said while crying.

Ikaw yung pinakamagandang bagay na dumating sa akin, kaya hinding hindi ko hahayaan na basta basta ka na lang mawawala saakin. I will do anything and everything just to win you back. Im always here when you need a friend and someone to lean on. I will wait for you until the end of time.

She already leave. I dont know if I will see her again all I know is I will do everything and I will wait for the right time. If only I can rewind the time I will not accept that fucking plan of Sam..