F*cking Beautiful | BakuDeku

Butterflies

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Deku's POV
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It was one of those boring days at U.A. We weren't doing any training. Just classes. And that gets boring pretty fast. Also everyone was acting pretty normal and nothing exciting was happening.

"Hey, Deku." I heard Uraraka's voice behind me. I turned around and she was standing there with Iida and Todoroki. "Since today is a pretty boring day we didn't want to sit in our dorms all day, so we thought we'd go out for lunch." She said and the others nodded. "Care to join us?" She asked and I thought about it for a second. Before I could reply Jiro jumped in.

"Lunch, huh? Can I join? I'd get pretty bored in my room anyways." She asked. Uraraka nodded happily. Then Mina also joined in.

"I wanna go too! Guys, let's all go together as a class!" Mina announced and soon the whole class started joining in and agreeing to this lunch.

"So? Deku? Are you in too?" Iida finally asked and I nodded lightly.

"Yeah, definitely." I replied happily.

"This is exciting!" Hagakure exclaimed. Then I looked around the room and saw Bakugo still in his seat. He didn't join our conversation and I'm guessing he never agreed to go to lunch with us. I was sad that he didn't want to go. Then I turned to the rest of the class that was gathered around Todoroki's table.

"What about Kacchan? Will he come along too?" I asked and everyone turned their attention to me.

"Probably not. But I can go ask him for you." Kirishima said. Then he walked over to Kacchan and we all watched. "Bakugo! Do you want to come to lunch with us?" Kirishima asked Bakugo. Bakugo looked at him with a serious expression, but said nothing. "C'mon. Just have a bit of fun." Kirishima kept pushing.

"I would, but not with these losers." He said in a blank tone.

"Kacchan!" I shouted out.

"Shut up, Deku!" He shouted back as he turned to face me. I gave him a sad look as he glared at me.

"Bakugo. Bro. C'mon. Just this once. You can hang around me and Kaminari if you'll get sick of everyone else." Kirishima jumped in again. Kacchan sighed before replying.

"Fine. But I'm only doing this for you." Bakugo said, pointing at Kirishima. My face lit up at that. I was actually very surprised that he agreed to come along.
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And it was finally that time. It was 3:30 P.M. We decided to meet in the main area of the dormitory at 3:30 and almost everyone was there already.

"We're just waiting for Ochaco and Bakugo to show up." Kaminari said frustrated.

"I'll go check on Uraraka!" Mina said, excited and ran to the stairs.

"I'll go see what the hell Bakugo is doing." Kirishima said and went towards the stairs.
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Kacchan's POV
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I was looking at myself in the mirror, fixing my tie when there was a knock on the door.

"Can I come in?" I heard Kirishima's voice.

"Just get in." I said in an annoyed tone, even though I wasn't annoyed at all.

"Woah, Bakugo. Where are you going? Why so dressed up?" He asked. I was about to answer, but I turned around and saw him in a simple t-shirt and jeans.

"Oh. Did I go too far?" I questioned and he lightly nodded.

"Well, you sure look manly as fuck, but goddamn, you do not need to dress up like that for a lunch with your classmates." He said and I nodded at that.

"Well, I never go out and hang out with people really. So I thought that... I don't know. Now get out shitty hair and let me put something more casual on." I said in a blank tone and he just nodded before exiting the room.

Even though I knew I don't have to dress up, I felt like I had to. To impress someone? But who, I don't remember falling in love with any of the girls in my class. I don't actually remember ever falling in love. Never in my life. So why did I feel like I had to impress someone? Or is this feeling just to look more confident? At the moment I couldn't even figure out my own emotions. I was so confused, but after a lot of gambling on wether I should change or not I just decided to put on a black t-shirt and black jeans. Then I went down to meet the others and everyone was already there. As soon as I saw them all I was already regreting my decision to tag along. I just wanted to go back to my room.

"You finally decided to show up." Kaminari said.

"Shut up, you idiot before I blow your face up." I said in a calm, yet threatening tone. He just rolled his eyes and I decided to pretend like I didn't see that.

"Okay, let's go!" Uraraka said, excited. Then everyone walked out and I went last. I stuck my hands in my pockets, hung my head low and walked behind everyone. I was just wondering why I felt like I was not dressed up enough, even though everyone was dressed like that. I just felt like I wasn't. But why? Maybe because I don't go out that often and I feel like it's a special occasion. Probably. I just shrugged it off as Kirishima patted my shoulder.

"Hey man. Whatcha thinkin' 'bout?" He asked as I looked up at him. I just shrugged. "You never looked like you were so deep in thought. Is it a girl?" He asked teasingly. I glared at him, but then shrugged.

"I don't know. Maybe? Who even knows if I don't know." I said simply. He just looked forward without saying another word. We walked in silence to the restaurant, while everyone else was chatting. When we got in the restaurant everyone went to a table of five and I was stuck with Kirishima, Denki, Mina and Sero. I just decided to order fries. I wasn't feeling like eating much with this feeling in my stomach. Maybe I'd throw up.

"Bakugo, you aren't gonna eat anything else?" Mina asked when out food arrived.

"If I wanted something else, I would've ordered something else." I said in an annoyed tone and Kirishima glared at me.

"Chill, Bakugo. Damn." He said. I just ignored him. And continued eating.

When I finished I stood up and went to the bathroom. I stood infront of the sink, filled my hands with cold water and threw it at my face, hoping this feeling would disappear. Other than being refreshed, nothing else happened. Why did I feel like I had butterflies in my stomach, when I don't even know who I like. The only person I was thinking about was Deku. I just thought of thousands of ways to annoy him and ultimately beat him. But I couldn't feel like that because of him. First of all, I'm not gay. And second, he's Deku. How could anyone love that shitty nerd? And then the devil walked in the bathroom. Deku. He noticed me very quickly and smiled at me.

"Hey Kacchan." He said happily. Why the fuck was he always so damn happy? "Is it fun to actually be hanging out with your friends? With your classmates?" He asked and I was getting more annoyed with every word he said.

"Just shut up, Deku! None of you are my friends! You're losers!" I got louder. Then I turned to him and pointed my finger towards his chest. "And you're the biggest loser here." I said. I felt the feeling again. Why? I felt my face heat up. I couldn't let Deku or anyone see me like this so I just ran out of the bathroom and then out the front door.

"Bakugo, hold up!" I heard Kirishima call after me, but ignored him. I just wanted to escape until I figure what the hell was happening to me.